grungexsponge - Hello Poetry

Dizzy feeling Staring at the ceiling Cool and white Could it feel my spite Try to Speak Words come out so bleak Running for the door Both feet escape the cold floor Fresh air To keep me from ripping out my hair Breathing begins to quicken I’m starting to feel sick and Helpless once again Go outside Trying to hide In the moonlight No happiness in sight Climbing into the pool Feeling like such a fool Cool, yet warm water surrounds me I think of the sea Begging for an answer To stop being such a hopeless romancer Needing a sign Before deciding it’s time To give it all away No one left to beg me to stay Needing a sign This can’t be my time This can’t be my last day A shooting star says stay I do Didn’t have a clue I stayed

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Apr 22, 2019

Apr 22, 2019 at 10:02 AM UTC

grungexsponge

Giving Up

Dizzy feeling Staring at the ceiling Cool and white Could it feel my spite Try to Speak Words come out so bleak Running for the door Both feet escape the cold floor Fresh air To keep me from ripping out my hair Breathing begins to quicken I’m starting to feel sick and Helpless once again Go outside Trying to hide In the moonlight No happiness in sight Climbing into the pool Feeling like such a fool Cool, yet warm water surrounds me I think of the sea Begging for an answer To stop being such a hopeless romancer Needing a sign Before deciding it’s time To give it all away No one left to beg me to stay Needing a sign This can’t be my time This can’t be my last day A shooting star says stay I do Didn’t have a clue I stayed

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Set me free Let me be Can’t you see Everything you’ve done to me Your words cut through Making me so blue Remembering every hit And all of the words you’d spit Your anger exploded Your heart imploded Throwing a fist I felt I barely missed It started with the wall When things began to fall Then it moved to your head While you were crying in bed Stop hitting The world’s spinning Set me free Let me be After all the things you’ve done to me? How you could even expect it not to be Bad So Bad Our love affair was not fair More like a war And oh it tore Through my heart You ripped apart But love still swarmed Because I believed you were still warm Little did I know It was just another show

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Apr 22, 2019

Apr 22, 2019 at 9:58 AM UTC

grungexsponge

Bad

Set me free Let me be Can’t you see Everything you’ve done to me Your words cut through Making me so blue Remembering every hit And all of the words you’d spit Your anger exploded Your heart imploded Throwing a fist I felt I barely missed It started with the wall When things began to fall Then it moved to your head While you were crying in bed Stop hitting The world’s spinning Set me free Let me be After all the things you’ve done to me? How you could even expect it not to be Bad So Bad Our love affair was not fair More like a war And oh it tore Through my heart You ripped apart But love still swarmed Because I believed you were still warm Little did I know It was just another show

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Shovel it down Spit it out Want to keep it in Feels like poison Hunger rumbles My body awake Ignore it Not important Not just for food For love For happiness For contempt days Not wasted away Curled over familiar porcelain Going through motions again Long nights Hating life Who have I become Can’t be the only one Hurting Hurting Hurting Hunger Pains Get over it It’s all stupid

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Oct 4, 2018

Oct 4, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC

grungexsponge

Hunger

Shovel it down Spit it out Want to keep it in Feels like poison Hunger rumbles My body awake Ignore it Not important Not just for food For love For happiness For contempt days Not wasted away Curled over familiar porcelain Going through motions again Long nights Hating life Who have I become Can’t be the only one Hurting Hurting Hurting Hunger Pains Get over it It’s all stupid

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Midnight sky Look me in the eye Monster in my head Won’t let me go to bed Heart thumping Brain jumping To conclusions Which are just illusions Nothing’s real What is it I feel? Monster in my head Won’t you let me go to bed? Work all night and day Never time to play Dizzy dizzy brain Feeling so much pain Oxygen restriction Hyperventilating submission Rocking in place Send my mind to space Anger in my veins Causes so much pain Confusion Delusion Is this even real How is one supposed to feel? Monster in my head Let me ******* go to bed. 9/23/18

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Sep 27, 2018

Sep 27, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC

grungexsponge

Monster in My Head

Midnight sky Look me in the eye Monster in my head Won’t let me go to bed Heart thumping Brain jumping To conclusions Which are just illusions Nothing’s real What is it I feel? Monster in my head Won’t you let me go to bed? Work all night and day Never time to play Dizzy dizzy brain Feeling so much pain Oxygen restriction Hyperventilating submission Rocking in place Send my mind to space Anger in my veins Causes so much pain Confusion Delusion Is this even real How is one supposed to feel? Monster in my head Let me ******* go to bed. 9/23/18

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