My love
You can stop suffering
Your biggest dream is about to be realized
And I...
I will go on my way, without your care
I know...
That I wasn't made for you
And what happened between us was lost in darkness
It's sad for me
But it doesn't matter anymore
I'm going to draw my line
I'll run away
I'll leave you alone
May you have luck on your side
I wish you'll be happy
Even though I'll be miserable
I'm going to suffer
But I won't die
Even though I won't have you
It was my turn to lose
But I will win you back
I will wait ever so patiently...
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
Forgive me
If I ask for more than what I can give
If I scream when I must be silent
If I run away when you need me most
Forgive me
When I say, "I don't love you anymore".
They are words that I've never felt and that are now turned against me
Forgive me
If my hands have ever hurt you
If I spent one day away from you...
In someone else's arms, body, and skin
Forgive me
If I'm not who you deserve
If I'm not worth the pain you've paid time and time again
Forgive me
And don't look for a reason or a "why"
You can blame it all on me
Forgive me
If there is one thing I want from this life, it's you
Forgive me...
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 3:09 AM UTC
It hurts more to leave you.
Than to stop living.
Your goodbye hurts more.
Than the worst punishment He could give.
I don't want to and I can't forget you.
I don't wish to love someone else.
It would be stupid to run away.
Because wherever I go, I have you inside of me.
Why do you give me the right to love again?
If I prefer to be your prisoner.
Maybe I couldn't find the proper way.
Of knowing you, and fulfilling your happiness.
You have been the love of my life.
My world was dark until I found your light.
I made mine your gestures, your laughter, and your voice.
I made mine your words, your life, and your heart.
You have been the love of my life.
Yet, you continue to be the love of my life.
For whatever you want most, please don't throw me out.
On my knees, I'm begging you, please don't leave me like this.
I try my best, but I can only understand.
For what motive could I have lost you.
Because lately, I've been feeling lost.
In the back of your forgiveness, your silence, and your hatred.
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 7:51 AM UTC
You are a precious stone.
Like a divine jewel.
Worth so much to me.
If my eyes are not lying.
If my eyes are not betraying me.
Your beauty has no comparison.
I once had the illusion of having a love that gave my life value.
Then once I saw you, I wanted to love you with all of my strength.
You are the gem that He turned to a woman for the good of my life.
So that is why I want to say and shout that I love you.
That is why I raise my voice, blessing your name, asking for your love.
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
Why shouldn't they know that I love you, my love?
Why shouldn't I say it, if we've united both of our hearts, our souls?
Why should it matter if one day they see me crying?
If they ask me, I'll tell them that I still love you so much.
We can only live once.
We need to learn how to love and to live.
We need to learn that life mocks us and will only leave us in tears.
I don't want to feel guilty later on.
Over what could have been, but never was.
I want to enjoy this life, having you so close to me until the day I die.
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 6:22 AM UTC