graycehobart - Hello Poetry

vulnerability either kicks you in the *** or deeply rewards you. there’s no in between.

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Jun 26, 2022

Jun 26, 2022 at 8:58 PM UTC

in limbo

vulnerability either kicks you in the *** or deeply rewards you. there’s no in between.

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i finally admitted to the world that i chose the new thing whatever that may be now, let’s see

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Jun 24, 2022

Jun 24, 2022 at 8:42 PM UTC

what’s next

i finally admitted to the world that i chose the new thing whatever that may be now, let’s see

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**** a man who i will never be good enough for my race is not what he wants my faith not up to par my outspokenness to much to handle yet here i am clawing onto our marriage and for what

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Jun 16, 2022

Jun 16, 2022 at 10:23 AM UTC

Untitled

**** a man who i will never be good enough for my race is not what he wants my faith not up to par my outspokenness to much to handle yet here i am clawing onto our marriage and for what

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i’ve spent most of my life avoiding big feelings ducking from the intensity that so often leads to disappointment passion? look away. anger? let’s table it. grief? i’m fine. love? as long as it’s not deep. happiness? don’t get used to it. excitement? a waste of time. so when life threatens to jeopardize my built-in anesthesia, i don’t want to wake up.

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May 25, 2022

May 25, 2022 at 3:32 PM UTC

anesthesia

i’ve spent most of my life avoiding big feelings ducking from the intensity that so often leads to disappointment passion? look away. anger? let’s table it. grief? i’m fine. love? as long as it’s not deep. happiness? don’t get used to it. excitement? a waste of time. so when life threatens to jeopardize my built-in anesthesia, i don’t want to wake up.

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people pick up their pens drawing writing mapping deciding all in black and white but none of those lines are logical because reality is truly just many shades of gray

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May 20, 2022

May 20, 2022 at 4:33 PM UTC

reality

people pick up their pens drawing writing mapping deciding all in black and white but none of those lines are logical because reality is truly just many shades of gray

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the kinds of people that scare me the most are the ones i feel like have known me forever when they’ve only just walked in.

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May 20, 2022

May 20, 2022 at 4:13 PM UTC

hiding

the kinds of people that scare me the most are the ones i feel like have known me forever when they’ve only just walked in.

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i heard somewhere: when one door closes, a window opens. how strange, that it is a window which opens, and not another door. does the slammed door create such an intense pressure change that the window is forced open, and all of that same energy that left can come rushing back in? so really, it is not a new opportunity, but the same cycle? over and over and over again.

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Mar 11, 2021

Mar 11, 2021 at 1:48 PM UTC

doors and windows

i heard somewhere: when one door closes, a window opens. how strange, that it is a window which opens, and not another door. does the slammed door create such an intense pressure change that the window is forced open, and all of that same energy that left can come rushing back in? so really, it is not a new opportunity, but the same cycle? over and over and over again.

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i want to scream “won’t you just ******* pay attention to me?!” but then i remember, i was the one who said “i won’t be reaching out anymore.”

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Feb 18, 2021

Feb 18, 2021 at 7:53 PM UTC

torn

i want to scream “won’t you just ******* pay attention to me?!” but then i remember, i was the one who said “i won’t be reaching out anymore.”

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i feel you pushing your way back in and i know you can feel me pushing against it what are you trying to salvage between us? everything we had has already been lost.

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Sep 16, 2020

Sep 16, 2020 at 2:34 PM UTC

we're done here

i feel you pushing your way back in and i know you can feel me pushing against it what are you trying to salvage between us? everything we had has already been lost.

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