I wish I could see your name pop up on my phone.
It always used to make my day
but now I feel so alone.
Every time I hear the text tone
I am so eager to see if it's you.
But deep down, I know I won't be hearing from you.
You said you would text, but let's face it
it's just something you said.
You made a promise, and it's not even something
that is going to be kept.
I want you
but you don't love me anymore
If it was me that you wanted
you wouldn't have left.
And now it feels like I have nothing left.
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 9:59 AM UTC
The tears I shed
are the ones that I've kept inside for so long
the fact that you are gone
means I have to move on
It was you
the one I cried over
you made me feel wanted
you made me feel secure
I wasted all this time
when you could've been mine
I didn't know what I wanted
but now I do.
I guess it isn't right
to admit it now,
because you are gone
and there's no way for you to be mine
now.
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 1:48 AM UTC
I kept pushing
saying I wasn't ready.
I finally think I'm ready, and it's too late.
It's over
I ****** up.
I can't even say a word
to make everything go back
to make everything be ok.
I ****** up
it's over
I love you
it's all I wanted to say.
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 12:36 AM UTC
Putting a bandaid on a cut that needs stitches
only covers up the wound
it doesn't make it heal
it doesn't make it stop bleeding.
It just hides the wound.
It doesn't take away the pain
it doesn't make anything feel better
sometimes the stitches are needed.
Sometimes stitches are what you need to heal
It makes the wound turn to a scar
but it helps you get through
whatever it is you're going through.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 10:44 PM UTC
I don't think I can go on
living with you
you tear me down
make me feel incompetent
and I need to be me
If I can't do that
with you by my side
I am never going to be able to fly
I think it's time for me to rethink my decisions
decide which is the best place for me to live in
I really don't want to leave you
but I think it's what I am going to have to do
Living with you is just not helping me
I am scared to think that I am going to have to leave
Leave the normality that I call my home..
and change up my life and make things different
once again.
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 11:26 PM UTC
If I could
I would do it all over
Redo what I did wrong
Go back to listening to my sad songs
I really would
Contemplate it all
Decide whether or not
Should I have come this far?
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 6:19 PM UTC
At first I didn't think it would help, but look at me now. I am standing here, very much alive. Standing tall with my head held high. Feeling like I can reach the sky. Crawling up in a ball hoping to die, doesn't make you fly. Poetry helped save my life, all because I decided to try. I took the extra steps and elongated my stride.And look at me now; I am ready, I am ready to thrive.
Dec 20, 2018
Dec 20, 2018 at 9:38 PM UTC
I thought I was ready
ready to move on
I am not.
I really want to move on
on to bigger and better things
but I'm not ready
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 6:13 PM UTC
I am glad to say that I am starting with new beginnings. I am saying goodbye to my old habits, and letting things go. I am starting the life that can make me happy. New beginnings are something new for me, I am happy to be trying it. I am finally starting fresh, and starting my life right. I am getting another chance at making things better, and living the life that I want to live. You only get one life, and sometimes new beginnings are necessary. Make life what you want, instead of it being what it has to be.
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 6:12 PM UTC
People are going to say things that are meant to put you down. twist your life, and sometimes turn it to hell. People can be immature and think that you will fall. There's only one reason that they could do this. One reason in total, when zeroing out all the other options, and that is the fault of one individual thing. I blame it all on stupidity.
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 6:02 PM UTC