Should we take the chance?
I guess the question should be
Should I take the chance?
What am I missing out on if I walk away?
If I stay?
I feel safe around you but,
What is it to feel safe in the arms of
Someone who couldn’t love you back?
You told me I’ll find what I desire
But what if I’m not actively looking?
I’ll wait til it finds me
Can I wait with you in the meantime?
Would you be okay with that?
I can’t pour into you by emptying myself
But I will fill myself up only
To hand the excess over to you
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 11:27 AM UTC
Your fingers intertwined with mine as
I beg you to pound the sadness out of me
You whisper sweet nothings into my ear
Knowing my body couldn’t handle it
I desperately wanted you to
Swirl those white lies back into my mouth as
Our bodies became water
Taking form of each other
Taking form of whoever we wanted to be that night
My hands found their way up to your neck
Your eyes glisten like you know what’s to come
My grasp gets tighter &
I watch your eyes roll back
Like you’ve been waiting for this your whole life
It’s been awhile old friend
How sinfully sweet to see you again
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 11:37 PM UTC
Tonight feels like your breath on my skin
How your lips would form a smirk when
My goosebumps presented themselves
Your fingertips tracing my spine
Making their way down to my thighs
My body was your instrument
And you mastered it
Oh so well
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 10:57 PM UTC
To the person I used to be
It's been a whole decade
You hid your scars well darling
Dodging empty promises left and right
You learned to survive
You learned how to build your walls up
Brick by brick
Brick. By. ******* Brick.
How many wolves tried to blow it down?
Was your heart aching to be set free?
I know survival became easy
It became home
But now it's time to let it all go
To heal your inner child
Who desperately wants you to grow
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 10:55 PM UTC
You could write a book about us
How the sky cracked open and
Broke down once we kissed
Turned around and witnessed raindrops
Slapping the pavement
In honor of our pain
We fell apart like our souls were
Never in need
Like they never weeped
I didn't think we would bleed like this
But blood knows
Oh,
How blood knows
You asked me not to run
Instead I chose to slowly slip away
From the depths of the ocean
To where our love knows no gravity
We got swept up in the midst of our last dance
Struggling to plant our feet back on the ground
We spilled over each other trying to break free
I let go of everything I knew
And embraced uncertainty
I thought I was made for love
Can you hear that sound?
I’m ready to run
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC
Your fingers caress my face
As I rest my cheek in your palm
I can feel the blood rushing back in
As if this was the signal to feel alive again
The beating of our hearts become louder
Until it drowns out everything around us
Is this what home feels like?
You grab my chin and tilt my head upwards
Until our eyes meet
Your eyes are low,
Your eyes are *****
You pull me in and kiss me deep
I wrap my arms around your neck
As my legs become weak
Is this what passion feels like?
Two bottles of wine in and
Fear is completely out the window
As I allow my body to finally take over
Jan 4, 2020
Jan 4, 2020 at 1:24 PM UTC
To the man I love
who soothes me into pure bliss
Whose eyes are hidden jewels
painting waves of ecstasy
with each and every chocolate kiss
tracing spines and burying ourselves between thighs
with every explosion
hair pull
& pinch of sin
I climb the floors of your soul
to discover that, well,
I think we’ve met before
maybe in another time,
maybe in another place
but here we are with our hearts
beating at the same pace
discovering what lies beneath the skin
To the being I become one with
I will love you wholeheartedly
unconditionally
openly &
fearlessly
’til my heart is out of space
’til my last bake for goodness sake
To the heart I'll give my all to
stay vibrant
stay true
stay you
To the man I love
I will interlock my fingers with yours and
take you to the moon and back
just to show you the stars
and the world that is ours
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 3:38 AM UTC
6 am
When my breath coats the back of your neck
I’ll whisper sweet melodies to you
as those hands discover my thighs
Aroused by the marks your teeth leave behind
The trail of your love that seems to stops
when you reach my drinking fountain
Can you feel me?
Can you taste me?
We’re dancing with our eyes closed
In a constant summer haze
The thumps of our heartbeats are
the only sound we
can make out despite the world bustling
Right outside our bedroom
drunk energies crashing into one another
over
& over
again
until we come,
home.
You are the sun
& I am the moon
At 6 am when I start to fade back into me
Remember,
Our souls are forever intertwined.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 12:19 AM UTC
I watched the heavens open up
And cry souls in forms of rain drops
Smacking the pavement around us
It was a race of who can
Drift back to Earth faster &
We were in the midst of it all
I'm on a carousel
Riding the stars
On a one way path up
I’m 15 again
My body is up in flames
& my eyes are sealed
I go with it
Tucking my legs in as I go higher
Staying in rhythm with each breath
My heart beats so loud that
You turn to me and ask
If I can play that melody louder
I watch your fingertips
Paint imaginary masterpieces
Over the curves of my breast
I'm still riding the stars
Tongue twisted & choking
On the emotions I can't spill out to you
Ready to put my knives down
Surrender my heart
Open my soul
Give my all
To you &
only you
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 10:18 PM UTC
I watched the heavens open up
And cry souls in forms of rain drops
Smacking the pavement around us
I'm on a carousel
Riding the stars
On a one way path up
My heart beats so loud that
You turn to me and ask
If I can play that melody louder
I watch your fingertips
Paint imaginary masterpieces
Over the curves of my breast
I'm still riding the stars
Tongue twisted & choking
On the emotions I can't spill out to you
Ready to put my knives down
Surrender my heart
Open my soul
Give my all
To you &
only you
I want this now
I want this forever
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 12:00 AM UTC