You're bittersweet
Like grapefruit.
You're ****
You're sweet
And you've got that bitter aftertaste.
Some like you with a little sugar,
Others need a lot.
But a select few of us,
we like you raw.
Even though I like you raw,
I can't take your acrid taste anymore.
You're delicious, you're good,
but you're no good for me.
Maybe I should've waited till you were ripe.
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
I want to drink my heart out.
I want to be reckless with my body.
I want to implode.
I want to not love you anymore.
I want to stop caring.
I want it to end.
That's a lie.
I don't want to stop loving you.
I just want to stop the hurt.
but,
hey,
I'm glad you're happy
With her
and without
me.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
And today all I wanted to do was...
hold your hand for strength,
get your ever curing bear hug,
see your joy-inducing smile, and
hear you say, "It's okay."
But I know that today,
you cannot give me this.
Today, you choose to give this to some other girl.
Today, I cry of a tomorrow without you.
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
When I've given up on you,
on us,
The Universe reminds me that
No.
You cannot give up.
You mustn't.
He is yours and you, his
That has been written in our fates.
The love between us is too strong
and too long overdue.
Let this be the time we happen.
Let this be the time we work.
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC
When I call you an idiot,
I mean I love you
but I shouldn't say it.
When I call you a nerd,
I mean I love you,
especially when you start rambling about math.
When I call you a dork,
I mean I love you
but I shouldn't say it.
When I say you're a *******
I mean you're a *******
but you're my *******
And I am still madly in love with you.
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 2:06 PM UTC
You made me believe in past-lives..
because there's no way in heaven our connections this new...
The passion & the chemistry, &the; synchronicity of journeys, simply couldn't have been born out of the blue...
On such short notice you alleviated my grievances, believing in my flaws and accepting my thought patterns. . .
I told her baby. I know you don't like rings. But if I had the power to give you the world,..i'd give you the whole, Saturn.
She said, "Silly, i don't want a world.. that isn't enough. I just a want a world with you in it, even if it comes with storms."
But the minutes turn to hours, the hours turn to minutes. Laws of physics say something started must finish, or transform."
Like the river, on a clear night when the moon tickles the surface, looking beautiful till somebody decides to skip rocks..
The universe itself on the tip of my lower lip was the exact sensation i felt when our lips locked..
Perhaps we were married in our past life.
Maybe we'll have children in the next one.
but in this time and space presently?...
She decided to call it quits,
Broken heart. But; I can never hate someone who makes me feel heavenly.
So, I'll await lifetimes...
For the day she comes back, and if she never returns I will never complain..
Because she was heaven sent, an angel, a blessing. I'm honored to have even known her by name.
Though she quit on us..
i must say if only she knew.
The realest words ill ever speak are,
I love you, too.
-afj.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 1:07 AM UTC
Oh baby, this is it.
Today's the day.
I can't help but feel like I'm empty inside.
You have this power over me.
I don't know when I gave it to you
But you have it.
I love you
I've tried not to.
I've tried to live it.
But my love for you is still here
You love me still,
So you'd have me believe.
Yet there's this girl.
She's at our place
With you.
Today.
On our day.
I thought inside I was dead
Now I know better
You give me pain more than
You give me happiness
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
The thought of you.
it kills me.
it always has.
I wonder if it always will
The thought of you
used to make me soar
with butterflies, I’d take off
And In my heart I’d be with you.
The thought of you would **** me
And I wish I could fold a map
and be closer to you.
if only.
The thought of you kills me.
you didn’t leave.
you didn’t stay.
we’re inbetween.
and I don't know
I'm just alone.
I think.
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:57 AM UTC
Hic.
Hic.
Hiccup.
Dang it. They're back.
Hiccup.
Right when you least expect them.
Hiccup.
Let me hold my breath.
One Mississippi, Two Mississi-
Hiccup.
Nope.
You think someone could be missing me?
Hiccup.
You.
It can't be you.
I just gave up on the concept of us.
How would you know I gave up?
Did your soul sense my pain?
They're gone.
You are my cure for hiccups,
and more.
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 2:17 AM UTC