in truth
i knew i was wrong
but i closed my eyes and
forced my mind to work as i pleased
and
hold on to thoughts
i was right all along
but in truth
i was wrong,
i am wrong
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 8:43 AM UTC
trapped with feelings
don't feel anymore
because baby
i once cared too much
before i was hurt
and my feelings are same no more.
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
guys
i dont know how to write this very well in those flowerry mind exploding language
im just going to say it clearly and slowly
suicide is not everything,or the only way to end a life.to be exact ,to end YOUR life.
i know im not in your shoes that i dont have that feel to take on suicide, but just imagine, how would the ones that REALLY LOVE YOU SINCERELY FROM THEIR HEART feel when you left them hung off with you under that buried soil. you just have no idea that strangers that read your suiciding poems maybe have their soft spot for you,and grown to be love. i love you,and i dont want you to die. Please dont take on suicide,there's more than depression and related stuff in this world. You are the one who's reponsible to decide to be happy and not taking on suicide as your last result of hopeless feeling to live on. take a deep breath,let go, and be more positive,you can.i know you can.
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 5:21 AM UTC
Whenever I like someone
they don't like me
so I'm trying my hardest
to not like you
but you're not helping
by making flowers grow every time you smile
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC
fly, be free
**A
B C
D E
F G
H**
I
Just
Kid
L ove
Me!
No
One (ever did)
Perhaps
Questions
Reveal
Secrets
Time
Unknown
Vows
Whimsical
X haling a breath
You land in my
Zone
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 7:23 AM UTC
I tend to leave things
Leave things as it is.
Like that guy I like a year ago
I never expressed my feelings.
The books that I promised to write in it
Few pages were filled
Then,
It is there for most of the time a few pages filled.
The book that I promised to read
I only get to read a few pages.
These feelings of hatred?
I left it there in my heart and never touched it again.
The worries I have in my mind?
Never did anything to make those worries gone.
You see,
I'm afraid of commitment.
Afraid that things would not go as planned
Afraid that people would not do the same thing to us
Afraid that things would just be a waste of time and energy
And
Afraid that people would not just give the same commitment to us.
The reasons are always even with a twist of words.
I tend to leave things as they are because I'm afraid of changes that I would not settle down for.
May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
i miss the nights when i would feel nothing, see nothing
the nights when i wandered to another astral in the midst of my deep slumber
when i discovered what it is like to be in a realm of dreams, to be devoured by the lucidity of nightmares.
now that is all set and done i have finally grown up
an entity managed to lift the veils of sands that shielded my eyelids
i've lost my yawn, my drowsy eyes
sleep has transcended itself from being an effortless routine to an ardous task
clouds of thoughts lingered in my mind attacking me
a myriad of irrelevant voices resonates in my ear
i am distracted by pathetic regrets
an hour quickly turns into a whole night of arguments with the inner being that dwells inside of me
so i am left with no choice but to fight them
every war leaves casualties
and it seems that my soldiers ought to be treated with large prescription of sleeping pills
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 7:40 AM UTC
Those feelings of hatred
Those feelings of being used
Those feelings that you just can't say when you want to
Are just ..
The words left unsaid
Words burried deep down
In your fragile heart
Words that are meant to be said
To the person who hurts you
And yet you can't hurt them
With your words cause
Those are
The words left unsaid
Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 5:09 AM UTC
His quiet eyes
Stares deep into mine
Catches my breath,my heart
I fell in love
Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 7:48 AM UTC