gillian-ann-bergman
I love life, I love to have fun. I'm easy to get along with. I love to write poetry and love to read it. Meeting new people is my specialty. My history is full of struggles but that's the past and I've learned to deal with them and accept them for what they are.
The rumors continue
they're not even true
Why must you continue to lie
life is not a piece of pie
It's hard enough
just trying to be tough
I thought we were on the same page
I thought we were best friends
I thought we were over the lies
but every day is a disguise
I put on a smile
and I walk that mile
Just to see you still my heart away
I'm lost and wondering around
My heart is breaking
with each days taking
I hope you're happy
my days are sappy
Yep like the sap on the trees
my struggles are real and
very hard to handle
But I get through them
and I become stronger
but as you know
Revenge is not my job
Karma does that for me
cause I'm a lover not a fighter
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 12:43 PM UTC
I told you i liked him
now you like him too
Can't i like someone
without you having to follow?
You lie
to make me mad
You're supposed to be my best friend
I guess
I was wrong
I didn't want to beleave
the rumors that I heard about you
But now I know the truth
The truth don't lie
and the truth tells me
that you're a pretty ****** friend
I don't get it.
but you need to figure things out
before you came back to me
because as far as i'm concerned
you don't deserve a friend like me
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 7:56 AM UTC
Everytime i read those letters
Everytime i see those pictures
Thats when I realize
how much I truely miss you
Everytime I think about you
I cry my tears of pain
There is nobody else but you
that I could possibly love
I will stay true
as long as i'm with you
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC
I go to the other room
to get away from my doom
He follows me
now theres three
His buddies follow
i'll see you tomorrow
I want to get away
but he wants to play
Leave me alone
I no longer hold the bone
I want to be left be
but every time I see
I see the birds and the bees
I've moved on
now I want you gone
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
You hold my hand,
you give me a kiss
you say you love me
That's not love
you don't know what you're saying
I see the way you look at her
why don't you look at me that way anymore
You said we had it all
but you lied and made me fall
There's no words for you
I just got to say
We're THROUGH
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 12:27 PM UTC
Why are people so mean?
Why must you look at me that way?
Why am I me and you, you?
Why are we friends?
Why must we date?
Why am I here?
Why are you here?
Why ask why?
There's a reason for everything, but I may never know.
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:27 PM UTC
my heart is stuck
I feel like a duck
no one understands
but I still have my plans
I may seem broken
but there's all ways another token
it may take months or even days
but in the end it all ways pays
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:00 PM UTC
I'm tired
I didn't get enough sleep
I'm so tired
I can hardly eat
I'm so tired
I don't know what to do
I'm so sick and tired,
of not being with you
My life is not concrete
unless I get my sleep
I'm so tired
I feel like I've been bob-wired
This *****
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 12:55 PM UTC
I do something wrong you make a threat, you never follow through. There's a promise, when does it happen? I don't know because you never follow through. You say these words, you don't know what you mean, you're breaking my heart, on that you follow through. I've got mixed emotions, and no one to understand. they nod their heads but they don't really get it. I have to live this misery all by myself, no one to get me, no one to help. One day I'll be above and beyond, you'll say I told you so, but in reality you made it worse.
Now I've overcame my worst fears. No one can hurt me now, no more tears.
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 8:07 AM UTC
I don't understand
you call this a man
You have all these schemes
and all your tag teams
People talk
and you look in shock
Loves not a game
but i would be ashamed
of knowing you
as each days shrew
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 10:49 AM UTC