6 months ago,
when i thought about you
i still felt sad
through and through.
and now,
i just hope you're happy with her
to be the man she wants
and to love without fear.
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 11:28 AM UTC
to many, a four-lettered word
to me, a name (your name)
to many, a place
to me, a person (you)
can I go home yet?
Sep 1, 2019
Sep 1, 2019 at 7:27 AM UTC
you are
an ache in my bones
a heaviness in my chest
the sun in my eyes
the gust of air I exhale
you are
m i n e
but only
in my dreams.
Sep 1, 2019
Sep 1, 2019 at 7:22 AM UTC
i started writing when i was 15 years old. every word that came from me stemmed from a dark place that i was trying my best to come out from. every poem i wrote was a desperate plea for help. it's been 5 years since then and i'm in a completely different place now, mentally and physically. i'm far from home, doing my degree in psychology, hoping that one day i'll get to help people who felt the same way i did years ago. it took me a while but i found myself, and i found love. i found love for myself, and i found love for others. and most importantly, i found love for a specific him, and i know that even if we don't ever make it to the end together, he will always be someone very precious to me. as such, this is "the end". but this is also "the beginning". the beginning of my 20s, the beginning of my university life, and the beginning of my life.
thank you for walking with me through the toughest moments/days of my life. when things were bad all i had were my words and hellopoetry to release them to. you kept me afloat when i couldn't do so myself. so thank you, so so so much.
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 10:47 AM UTC
i've never been good at running
maybe that's why it took me this long
to finally be free of you
to finally stop running from you
...and away from you.
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 1:49 AM UTC
you made me laugh,
you made me smile,
while you were hurting inside
all this while.
i just wish i knew more
when you were still breathing
now all that's left
are our grieving
wherever you are now,
i hope you're happier,
i hope you achieve optimum
i hope your smile is brighter
it will always hurt,
knowing you chose this path
and knowing i couldn't help
nor could anyone do 'nough
kim jong-hyun,
there will not be a day
the world doesn't mourn
there will not be a day
your sacrifice go unseen
there will not be a day
i won't miss you.
rest in peace,
my dear childhood idol,
you did well,
you did well.
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 3:06 AM UTC
dear you,
i’m writing this
to ask you
to plead you
to beg you,
please stay with me
for one last time
before it all
comes to an end.
i look forward
to your prompt reply.
regards,
me.
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 1:51 AM UTC
the air still and stagnant
as it has always been
since the day you left
for what more could i say
if your heart never wanted to stay?
Aug 30, 2017
Aug 30, 2017 at 5:32 AM UTC
When I am gone,
Do not be torn,
For this is what life entails,
I will not prevail.
Despite my shortcomings,
thank you for still loving.
I might no longer be here,
But I still hold you dear,
Always.
Aug 25, 2017
Aug 25, 2017 at 12:26 AM UTC