I've never felt so unloved
I've been abandoned, forgotten
Been set aside, disregarded
But never felt this unloved
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 9:54 PM UTC
You're a good poison that I don't mind drinking everyday
You're a good drug to my soul
You're a medicine to my brain
A remedy to my drowning heart
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 2:06 PM UTC
Like an old branch
Withering, Scorning
Slowly and painfully
Festering out of time...
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 7:57 PM UTC
He had 5 years of love before me.
He was the love of her life.
He deeply wanted to be by her side.
They were in love.
It's going to take me a while;
To surpass that kind of love they had.
I can't reciprocate that love; I am not going to try.
I can only beat the time.
He had 5 years of love before me.
I'm going to surpass that length.
It's the only way to prove that I am the one.
I will stay by his side and not fade away.
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
Should I call you awful when you called me ingrateful?
Should I still stay in bed with you when I don’t feel belong?
Should I run to you to dry my tears when you were the cause?
Should I keep rising up when you keep bringing me down?
Or.. should I just stay quiet and not say a word;
Should I just still share bed with you and cry in silence;
Should I just dry my own tears;
And should I just keep going.
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 10:50 AM UTC
I don’t mind waking up next to you for the rest of my life
To see your bright blue eyes each day, each day
We’ll start our day with a coffee
Doesn’t matter if it gets cold
Maybe we could add frozen burritos and spicy Korean noodles, too
I’ll stick with you
You’ll stick with me, too
We’ll stay forever together
Happily stuck on each other
We’ll go hiking, camping and fishing until we get old
And maybe I’ll learn skiing too, for you, for you
As long as you hold my hand
Even on my unpleasant days
I know we’ll be good, we’ll be good
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 12:09 PM UTC
I have loved you the deepest and the longest
It is sincere and truthful kind of love
Suddenly, we're fading
Time to build walls again, I guessed
Breaking them weren't still good enough
We're so damaged now
Love could be noxious
It kills the art in us
But I still love you dearly.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 11:18 PM UTC
I felt like I was Courtney Love
You got both of 'em combine
The good and the bad
You're passive, I'm a wind
You're fading, I'm floating
Born the same time I was born
We're matching but we're cold
We're timeless and weightless
You're compelling me to sing
When I can hardly reach a note
You're compelling me to write
When I'm not even good in writing thoughts
The alcohol and the smoke
Nobody will ever know
How I felt like Courtney Love
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 5:53 PM UTC
My heart melts, I'm terribly missing you.
But if keeping you means losing myself;
And losing myself will keep us alive,
I'd rather be gone right now, than suffer.
I am no soldier of love nor a rebel to my ownself.
I am nothing but naked that needs cover;
To be able to stand firm again,
I won't lose myself to keep you.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 2:29 AM UTC
A cold heart is heavier
To be numb is impossible
Ignorance is for cowards
I’m not a machine
I am deeply feeling it
Like a prodigal, walking away
Your feet away from us
Your head on the other side
Your hands withhold
Everyday has become my daily struggle
Not to hate you
Not to blame you
Not to curse you
Not to despise you.
For the world cannot amend
The truth shall remain
After all, you're still my father
Thus, I’m holding on to what has left
To what I assume is admirable
I heard you’re a kind man.
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC