She looked into the mirror
a reflection she hoped to see
“Who am I who have I become?”
the reply was answered
“Nobody”
She stood up and turned to him
tears frozen in her blue eyes
A look of sadness upon his face
as she told to him her last good bye’s
Fair thee well Fair thee well
your time has come and past
go to her with an open heart
find peace and love at last
She bowed her head and walked away
into the cold misty brine
never more, just no one
only a dream once upon a time…
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 10:25 PM UTC
It’s the bits and pieces that I let you see
The parts of which fall from me
Like the ****** tears from the crying stone
Gathering around, but I’m still alone
Smiling and laughing as I die inside
Nothing to gain nothing to hide
Wishing that someone would just care
Seeing that no one is really there
Am I just a ghost or really here?
Not knowing the answer is my worst fear
You see me, you see through me
No acknowledgement no apathy
This is all that’s left of me…
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 10:23 PM UTC
I sat down next to you
And held your hand
But yet you did not
Feel me
I smiled at you
Your stare was straight
Ahead
As if you never even
Acknowledged me
I came up to you
To kiss your lips
But you slowly turned
And walked away
I saw you kneeling down
And bent to comfort you
Only to see
That I was the one in the ground…
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
Hollowed and empty seemed to be your tune
Playing on the piano in the crowded room
Soulless eyes the color of grey blue
Glimmered in the candlelight of your hollow tune
The waiter came over and a drink appeared
A red glass of wine it could have been tears
You sipped slowly as you play along
Beating out tunes to a sad sad song
I sat and wondered what made you this way
Who was she, did your heart she play?
Was it a passionate love or was it lust
Did she really care or was it a bust?
I guess I will never know the truth
Walking out to your lonely tune…
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC
I hear your voice on the other end
reaching out from across time
I sense the smile upon your face
your laugh takes me back to the pines
and of that day the sun and shadows
that danced across the ground
your strong arms enfolding me
speaking volumes without a sound
your tender lips upon my cheek
the whisper of love in my ear
the plans that you had made for us
assuring me there was nothing to fear
and as we walked along the stream
barefoot and full of hope
we both knew this was our last
we were walking that thin tightrope
nothing goes the way it should
fate takes her toll
making dreams into memories
showing us who is really in control
I still hear it in your words
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 9:55 PM UTC
I never fully understood
The paths my feet walked
The briars that reached out
To scratch
the brambles that clung
to my soul
cross roads that I often
stood at
wondering which direction
I need to go which road
I need not go back on
And where do I wind up at?
Still have not found the end
The journey goes on
Through time and space
Leaving me to learn the lessons
Over and over again
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:23 PM UTC
It lies there dormant at times
Waiting for a chance to escape
Patiently plotting what next to do
Knowing soon that I will break
Slowly it emerges from sleep
Flowing freely through my veins
Settling in to rest within me
It is whom I blame
It mocks me with every twist and turn
A Symbiotic relationship I wish not to have
Invading every fiber of my being
Making this once proud rebel a slave
No longer am I able to be
That strong person I was
In place now just a fragile shell
Who does nothing but withdraw
Maybe soon there will be a cure
For this evil that is within
Before my body is faded and dead
And I can regain my life again…
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:21 PM UTC
I am losing myself to this darkness.
I do not know which way to turn.
The light I no longer see. I only feel pain.
Nothing like this before has overtaken me and this
I do not understand. I am confused.
I cannot help those who need me if I cannot help myself.
When shall this darkness lift?
When shall the light return?
When will this pain go away?
I have never been this way in my life.
I am at a loss for words.
I sit all day staring out the window
watching the leaves fall from the trees.
I watch as the others come and go, as the door slams shut
and opens once again as they return.
And yet, I sit. I wait.
And I still do not understand these feelings that I have.
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:19 PM UTC
The pearl necklace fell
From her ivory neck
They did scatter amoungst
The cracks and crevasses
Of the empty tomb
Emotions that had long
Since been scattered
Scurrying along the stone
To the sound of rats and mice
She counted as they ran
From her fingertips
Not wanting capture
By her cold cold hands
Not wanting to entrapment
On a cold cold neck
The string had broken
Much as her spirit
The golden clasp has rusted
Much like her heartstrings
She sat down alone
As withered as the roses
In the vase dusty crystal vase
Remembering a time before
When youth was best wasted
In the undergrounds of Paris
Where beauty, her beauty
Reigned effulgent
When she never gave a thought
To anything other than dark desire
She feels my presence around her
She knows that I have come
I pick up the white orbs
That did escape from her
To place them all
Back in her rigored
Dead hand
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:16 PM UTC
Peace.
Be Still
Why can't my broken
Heart stop
Just...
Be Still
And give me
Peace.
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 1:33 PM UTC