You held the door as I walked away.
You never once begged me to stay.
Everyone is looking at me like I’ve abandoned you.
When you never even tried to pull me
back through.
How dare you try and blame it all on me.
Maybe someday you will finally see.
I changed every bit of who I was to make you happy.
Though when I was hurting, you couldn’t help me.
I tried to be everything you ever wanted.
I was never enough, and now I’m exhausted.
After all the years we spent as one,
I cannot go on, I am done.
Jul 2, 2019
Jul 2, 2019 at 9:22 PM UTC
Fluttering notes of silk,
I taste on the tip of your tongue.
Those honeyed dulcet lips,
electric Kama they have brung.
Tender waves of desire,
tracing every inch of my skin.
Poetic fibers full of curiosity,
body begging for you to sin.
-elb-
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC
Slipping and falling
apart
Brittle and frail
bones
Can I return this vessel?
I need to go home.
-elb-
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 3:46 PM UTC
Wiles, he says, she’s got ‘em.
Silly girl, just trying to find him.
Alighted and blushing, intrigued.
Delicately delighted, freed.
How enticing this has been,
I adore your cheeky grin.
Every spoken word pleasant in discussion,
Such a feeling that has been so foreign.
Tender and cautious,
yet entirely flawless.
-elb
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 1:50 PM UTC
Gravity
Bringing me back down to earth.
Gravity
Knows that love makes you float.
Gravity
Says “no, not this time.”
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 10:37 AM UTC
Place your arms softly around my waist.
Flow perfectly in tune, floating in space.
Melting together, like chocolate in my pocket.
Ship us to the moon on your finest rocket.
Blending like colors on Picasso’s canvas,
You draw me in like sugar and anise.
I have a sweet tooth, and you’re just what I’m craving.
Forgive me, I cannot help my misbehaving.
-elb
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 3:03 PM UTC
Turn the pages, rip the book.
I’m tired of the mirror, tired of how I look.
Changes changes, ever to be made.
Staring at the scale, will the numbers fade?
My body is tired, and my body is sore.
I’m quaking and shaking, so deep in my core.
Hold me now as I drift so quick.
Hoping to find peace, will it ever stick?
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 2:51 PM UTC
I find myself in a dreamland gathering wisps and clovers. Spilling secrets to the wind, and she carries them away. I laugh and I cry hoping to start anew, but here I am screaming out to you. Wrap me in silk that the sweet worms thread, make me a pillow with the little moss bed. Snuggle up to me and keep me warm, shelter me away from the agonizing storm. Love me softly, don’t make a sound. New buds are forming upon my crown. Oh, dreamland, I’m so fond of you.
Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 2:09 AM UTC
Blended together like fine powder.
Nothing can be louder than the sound of our laughter.
I miss you on most days.
I think of you often.
Holding you near, until I rest in my coffin.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 8:12 AM UTC
I like all the dark sides of me.
The filthy, the ****** the slutty bits.
The unashamedly naked.
I love the modest sides of me.
The hidden, the bashful, the tame.
The unapologetically clothed.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 1:59 AM UTC