you can't understand
what you do to me
every glance clouds my mind
enthralled by the way
your lips say my name
with you i lose track
of all time
loving you is like breathing
your kisses like air
and i'm drowning
catching my tears
you pull me up
save me from the dark
holding me close
with you my heart sings
that's how i know
it's love
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 10:56 PM UTC
I am slipping but no one can see.
I am slipping but no one can help.
I am slipping down into the abyss I won't know if it safe till I get there.
I can't no if I'll get back up till I tread them steps
I am slipping I can feel it.
Things don't feel right anymore.
Things and people are just out of my reach.
I have been slipping for a while and while my eyes are screaming out for help, my face betrays me and all u see is a smile.
I make no sound I've been down this hole before. I slide down as in slow motion to where my demons hide.
If no one can look at me n think....shit she's slipping I'll just say hi.
I'll just see if she needs a hand.
No. They just walk on by.
I slip a little further each day... the day I stop is the day I give up.
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 10:53 PM UTC
I just want him to reach within my soul
and try to grasp all the pieces that make me whole.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 9:23 PM UTC
Crying.
Yesterday
Today
And
Tomorrow.
Why?
Why?
...
miss you.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 9:10 PM UTC
I see you sat there alone.
If only you could see me beside you.
I see you hurting on the inside.
If only you would let me help.
I see the pain behind your smile.
Your soul is clear to see.
I see the sadness in your heart.
If only you could feel my hand in yours.
I hear the tremor in your voice.
I no your near the edge.
I hear the sobs rattle threw your chest.
I no you cry in silence.
I hear you whisper my name in your sleep.
I no you can't hear me but I answer every time.
You....your not alone. I no it hurts but I never left.
And by you I mean me....
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 9:08 PM UTC
A tear or two.
As I sit n think of you a tear rolls down my face. It splashes on the paper I hold in my hands. As I sit and try to remember A happier place 2 more tears snake down my cheek n get lost in my hair. For as long as I can remember you have been in my head, heart and life. But now all I have is this paper.
As I sit in complete silence it's you that haunts me. A tear...One... Two. ...three....sixty.....I've lost count.
The ache in my chest when I think of why your gone.
Another two are lost in my hair......
The lump in my throat to know you are gone.
Ten... twenty it's a river now...
You were my world. My life is missing you. I am missing you.
I wipe my face..compose myself...another year and your still gone.
I'll see you again of that I'm sure but until that day....
I'll cry a tear or two when I think of you.
For my very good friend Gareth usher...
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 12:54 PM UTC