I have been trying to heal
by tearing myself
to pieces so far
and isn’t that
also a start?
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 12:27 PM UTC
nothing,
just hating my self when i need you the most
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 12:23 PM UTC
never trust a poet's words
they sound sweet at first
but you'll notice the emotion in their words
it all sounds too...
fake
"i love you like the sea loves the shore"
becomes too scripted
you hear the small tinge of love actually left in their voice
hoping
hoping it could mean something
but it doesn't
it never does
it's just the way they say it
one day, after they have left
you will find their poems, and they will be the exact words that they had said to you
once long ago
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
To someone that means everything to me,
Do you know how bad i miss you?
And do you know how hurt i love you?
Mar 18, 2017
Mar 18, 2017 at 2:16 PM UTC
trying to give some help but everyone keep ignoring me
Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 9:52 AM UTC
No one wants me in their life
They think im just a poor girl who want to balance her life with some money and popularity
But im not
I just need everyone now, in my life, by my side
I deserve that!
But no one thinks like i do
That hurts me a lot, and now im trying to think like they think.
Im just a pity girl
Pity girl who wants everyone in her life
Pity girl that thinks everyone like her
A pity girl who always got fake people showing fake love to her.
Mar 14, 2017
Mar 14, 2017 at 9:50 AM UTC
That night, i was sitting and looking up
Seeing how beautiful the moon and stars
And i saw one star falling down
I stand up and start to wish.
That night, i wished if you can be there for me
But the reality hit me up, they say i can't be with you
You walked away from my life and the only thing i can do just faking a smile while seeing you're happy with her.
Tonight, im sitting in the same place
But now, the wish that i hope already gone.
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 10:11 AM UTC
He saw things in me that i couldn't see
And that meant the world to me
He liked me for who i was
And i will never forget that
He liked me when i couldn't even like myself
And even though he left me
He still means a lot to me
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 5:30 AM UTC
Today i was alone
Nobody recognized that i need some help
But you're not
You asked me why and i answer that im okay
You've been always understand what i felt
Until you have someone to duplicate me
And then you just leave. Not saying any goodbye or something like that, just leave easily without think about my feels
You're not the same you
I will never bother you again. Just go, but don't bring our memories because i still need it in the middle of the night.
Dec 21, 2016
Dec 21, 2016 at 5:24 AM UTC