Ah memories.
How thou are a *****
Why must you bring me down when I reach new high?
Why must the pain come recoiling back after so long?
But go ahead and do your worst, prove how I'm worthless,
How I don't deserve to be happy, how I don't even deserve to speak.
But do your worst, because I sure as hell plan to do mine.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 3:32 PM UTC
If I ever have kids and they want me to tell them a story,
I'll tell them the story about the three moons who changed me.
The first moon, The rival, always there to keep spurring me on to be better than I was. This was my goal, to surpass that moon.
For a time I became that moon's shadow. But I soon learned that being like that moon isn't going to get me anyway so I became my own and soared.
The second moon, An old friend, growing up this moon seemed to be there but just out of reach.
It made me grow up and learn all sorts of things.
The more this moon was around the more I learned and became me.
The moon that I am grateful to, how I enjoy this moon's company.
The third and final moon, The one who I look up to, no matter what I would ever say this moon would never agree to anything negative I would say.
It would always be there to make me see the light whilst I was stuck in the dark.
Oh how well this moon did that.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about the moon telling me to shut up and see how what I'm saying is wrong.
Thank you to the three moons who changed me.
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 9:31 AM UTC
Is there a world without pain?
If there is please take me there.
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 3:01 AM UTC
Sometimes I think
I'm empty inside
Like there's a black hole
In my chest
Where my heart is meant to be
Sometimes I feel like
It's ******* the life out of me
It's stealing my energy
It makes it hard to breathe
Sometimes I wish
I was normal
And I had a strong beating heart
Where all I have is a evil black hole
That stole the innocent me
Sometimes...
No.
All the time
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
Sense
It's one of those things that just needs to be knocked into you sometimes.
Sometimes it's knocked into you by the people you least expect by reasons you would have never guessed.
So thank you to anyone who knocked sense into me.
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
Crap crap crap.
I'm such an idiot.
I'm so freaking sorry that you even know me.
I don't deserve to be breathing right now.
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 1:37 AM UTC
To become happy seems like such a task.
The mind games which I forced on myself are destroying me.
No matter what I do they keep coming back.
If the tricks happen to be true that's okay.
That's okay the memories may be there.
The idea of what my future life will be like is all I need to carry on.
I'm gonna grow, I'm gonna become stronger.
Because that's how I want to live.
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
Well god, this anger swelling isn't what I was expecting.
I know where it's coming from, I know there's nothing I can do.
I just get angry that people are mistreated simply because of your ignorance.
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
Did you know?
At the center of the universe
There's a black hole
Which means
The heart of the universe
Is remarkably similar to mine
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC