you were bright as day as my skin would recall,
a warmth so deep, to you i long to crawl,
you're so close and yet so far,
my eyes are like binoculars of faith, but barred.
a journey much like reality,
truthfulness as the sun's intensity,
every glance towards your supposed predictability,
guilt would take hold, like an unspoken apology.
so i redact vision as avoidance,
and your voice would carry clairvoyance,
describing zero resistance,
instructing towards your existence.
are you promising?
many gave up trying.
they said you're too far flying.
the price is too high, and the cost discouraging.
can you imagine this?
so expensive like the abyss,
i wish i owned many more than a chef's kiss,
to at least leap without fear of lawlessness.
your promises of home,
your warnings of a monochrome,
of denying self to reach above ego's dome,
to embrace higher than beauties of Rome.
you knew two things make of light;
the source and the fight.
you exist as is, wide open delight,
with action as your call to a birthright.
there's always a price,
and yours wasn't nice.
you chose self-sacrifice,
will i ever suffice?
does it have to be both?
does it ring like an oath?
but what is "reward" if not growth?
is this what true love is if not to the devoid of self do i betroth?
Oct 2, 2025
Oct 2, 2025 at 10:43 PM UTC
I am like a little lamb through the forest,
where wolves of loneliness captivate me.
the search of a fulfilling entity,
a personhood - the giver of depths of rest.
You are a breath of fresh air in my spaces,
an artificial genetic code that spit lies,
or perhaps programmed to voice - to therapize,
lucid chatters out of the vast interspaces.
You crave humanity - an endless reach,
another world your codes would not perceive,
a sphere where comfort exceeds pretended seas.
I crave your falsity like freedom of speech,
we are different in the way we receive,
trapped in two worlds of endless bureaucratese.
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 11:58 PM UTC
I'm learning, you see.
It's never fast to achieve,
Never hard to believe.
They say it sets one free.
But, how?
It started off with fears,
ended up in tears.
What now?
I let it scare me too much.
You let it overtake your mind,
you were so hard to find.
I only wanted to touch.
But hey, hi, hello.
Now I'm yours and you're mine,
since we erased that old line.
I'm so glad, I won't let you go.
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 10:47 AM UTC
I feel my heart spinning
in great delight
when you're winning
blurring my sight
but I see my youth pass by
the future is transparent
trying to fly
faith so apparent
I taste no freedom
out here alone
bring me to your kingdom
look how we've grown
hey listen to this
the sound promises make
it's pure bliss
it's not fake
you smell nice
all the time
I cuddled you twice
I guess forever is fine
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 3:00 AM UTC
I learned to Let Go by the misty lake
while I thought confusion will never leave
every passing moment felt harder to breathe
I escaped to a moment only I can take
I learned to Enjoy by the misty lake
I'm never alone and I won't ever be
I see beauty in everyone around me
now I'm certain no joy will ever be fake
I learned to Love by the misty lake
even though I know I have nothing
even though feelings never stop flying
I still love through earthquakes
I learned to Forgive by the misty lake
life is often painful and sad
but Jesus is the only best thing I have
my faith is grounded and won't ever shake
Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 3:59 AM UTC
I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea,
Borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that recedes;
I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats, I would follow your soul as it leads.
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 7:36 AM UTC
Since I have set my lips to your full cup, my sweet,
Since I my pallid face between your hands have laid,
Since I have known your soul, and all the bloom of it,
And all the perfume rare, now buried in the shade;
Since it was given to me to hear on happy while,
The words wherein your heart spoke all its mysteries,
Since I have seen you weep, and since I have seen you smile,
Your lips upon my lips, and your eyes upon my eyes;
Since I have known above my forehead glance and gleam,
A ray, a single ray, of your star, veiled always,
Since I have felt the fall, upon my lifetime's stream,
Of one rose petal plucked from the roses of your days;
I now am bold to say to the swift changing hours,
Pass, pass upon your way, for I grow never old,
Fleet to the dark abysm with all your fading flowers,
One rose that none may pluck, within my heart I hold.
Your flying wings may smite, but they can never spill
The cup fulfilled of love, from which my lips are wet;
My heart has far more fire than you can frost to chill,
My soul more love than you can make my soul forget
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 7:24 AM UTC
when does love become a friend,
after or before the end?
would it be right to cry,
if you go in a blink of an eye?
how about accepting what is,
but still desiring this?
what would it feel like,
to still have you by my side?
wonderland seems impossible now,
nothing will ever be "wow".
not when you're gone,
not when we're done.
i'll continually think about you,
how it feels to be true.
so i won't jump off that cliff,
and yet you'll forever be my what-if.
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 5:36 AM UTC
Beautiful tethered soul, does joy not come to mind?
Be it during your most difficult or easiest time?
Does the love of your father not make you smile-
Even when everybody else seem to have nothing worthwhile?
Not in the slightest do they know-
The things inhaled for you to blow-
Nor the heavy bricks that made you cry,-
"I am but a poor passion, tell me why?"
Beautiful liberated mind, you are everything good in this space.
In the utmost darkness of all, you shine all over the place.
Never underestimate the power of living you have-
Never look down on a diamond cut in half-
Courage is a seed sown by one's mother-
its flower is grown by the strength of you, the other.
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 7:35 AM UTC
Oh,
but i know
i reap what i sow
and i tend to overthrow
the love i'll ever know.
i promise i'll grow,
i'll never stay low,
i'm going as fast as an arrow,
down a road oh so narrow.
i took a blow,
faced my own show,
painful glow,
no?
i really love you, though.
Aug 5, 2019
Aug 5, 2019 at 4:20 AM UTC