gabriel-monet - Hello Poetry

havent written for a while didnt have a reason i was hurt, but nothing that hasn't been said before. she hurt me, i went back for more and more and more recently ive learned to stand on my own, this time for real. ive met someone, someone real. someone i can really connnect with. someone that will let me love them someone who can love themselfs instead of just ******* me over. yeah, i still care about you on some level but not nearly as much as i use to. so im happy rebuilding youre gonna be alone you just have to ask yourself "what now?"

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Apr 28, 2012

Apr 28, 2012 at 12:53 AM UTC

gabriel-monet

what now?

havent written for a while didnt have a reason i was hurt, but nothing that hasn't been said before. she hurt me, i went back for more and more and more recently ive learned to stand on my own, this time for real. ive met someone, someone real. someone i can really connnect with. someone that will let me love them someone who can love themselfs instead of just ******* me over. yeah, i still care about you on some level but not nearly as much as i use to. so im happy rebuilding youre gonna be alone you just have to ask yourself "what now?"

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I'm trying to survive, But I'm still deeply in love with you. I haven't seen you in a month or so, it tears me up inside. to know you're with him and not me, you tell me you love me, and that you did it to protect us. maybe I didn't want to be protected. maybe I just wanted you. you degrade yourself, when I see only your beauty. you hate yourself, when I can only love you. I want you back, but it would be different, you hate your self more then ever and i'd just be picking up your pieces. I honestly wouldn't had made love to you if i had known this would happen, if I was to know that night was the last night i was to see you. I feel like a cheap ***** every time i think of it. you wanted me to hate you, like you hated you, I couldn't. you wanted me to find new girls, I wanted too. now were just two people, deeply in love and completely unable to do a god **** thing about it. it tears me apart. I'm surviving, at least I'm Trying

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Jul 29, 2011

Jul 29, 2011 at 1:24 AM UTC

gabriel-monet

Trying

I'm trying to survive, But I'm still deeply in love with you. I haven't seen you in a month or so, it tears me up inside. to know you're with him and not me, you tell me you love me, and that you did it to protect us. maybe I didn't want to be protected. maybe I just wanted you. you degrade yourself, when I see only your beauty. you hate yourself, when I can only love you. I want you back, but it would be different, you hate your self more then ever and i'd just be picking up your pieces. I honestly wouldn't had made love to you if i had known this would happen, if I was to know that night was the last night i was to see you. I feel like a cheap ***** every time i think of it. you wanted me to hate you, like you hated you, I couldn't. you wanted me to find new girls, I wanted too. now were just two people, deeply in love and completely unable to do a god **** thing about it. it tears me apart. I'm surviving, at least I'm Trying

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Forever and a day, Don't hide your love away. Standing by your side, I picture myself as your bride. Although forbidden love we share, I've never felt so true and fair. With every thought of you, My dreams are coming true. Before I cried just tears of sadness. From shouting words and fits of madness. Now they're filled with happiness. I know I've found my one true bliss. The day we say, "I do," Will be the day I know it's true. We'll rejoice as one. A love that will never be undone. The love we share, Will create beautiful herds. I can picture them now; Unique, brown-eyed, and proud. There's no way to tell, How fast I fell. It must have been that first kiss By which all others from my heart were Forever and a day, Our love will never fade away. Forever and a day, Well, that's all I can say. :) My ex girl friend wrote this while we were going out. i had always intended of keeping it to myself, but i don't see the point anymore.

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Jun 30, 2011

Jun 30, 2011 at 11:17 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

Forever and a day

Forever and a day, Don't hide your love away. Standing by your side, I picture myself as your bride. Although forbidden love we share, I've never felt so true and fair. With every thought of you, My dreams are coming true. Before I cried just tears of sadness. From shouting words and fits of madness. Now they're filled with happiness. I know I've found my one true bliss. The day we say, "I do," Will be the day I know it's true. We'll rejoice as one. A love that will never be undone. The love we share, Will create beautiful herds. I can picture them now; Unique, brown-eyed, and proud. There's no way to tell, How fast I fell. It must have been that first kiss By which all others from my heart were Forever and a day, Our love will never fade away. Forever and a day, Well, that's all I can say. :) My ex girl friend wrote this while we were going out. i had always intended of keeping it to myself, but i don't see the point anymore.

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I did everything for you. I believed in you when you couldn't believe in your self. I was the one you ran too. Now I still get your problems while he gets your best so I get the **** but I can't get your love. "hey, here is everything I'm not willing to drop on the new guy." **** you, **** you, **** YOU. I was so willing to spend the rest of my life with you. I was ready to keep every single promise. seems like you weren't seems like when it gets real you run. I saw the end coming, I saw it coming miles away. I kept telling myself is it was something we could work through. you fault is running away, while I believe in love. I guess we both have defects. I'm starting to hit **** walls, furniture, You bring out emotions in me i never had before, Anger Utter contempt, Blind rage. I lay in bed yelling at the celling, **** you, **** you, **** YOU" you broke me like i've never been broken before. creativity, emotionally, you've broken me. you say you are sorry. then fix it. fix this damage you've done to me. don't just say sorry and go on your mary life. Sorry doesn't make everything better. what kills me is that you can lean on him, and I have no one. you dragged me through hell. seems like it's gonna get harder before it gets easier. even though you've put me all of this, I still love you. I still love you, and it kills me I can't have you. Because you gave me something no one else ever could, and I don't even know what it was. it was something I feel like I can't get anywhere else. you were my drug of choice, now I'm having withdrawals. I don't even know how to feel I just know I'm broken.

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Jun 27, 2011

Jun 27, 2011 at 6:01 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

Broken

I did everything for you. I believed in you when you couldn't believe in your self. I was the one you ran too. Now I still get your problems while he gets your best so I get the **** but I can't get your love. "hey, here is everything I'm not willing to drop on the new guy." **** you, **** you, **** YOU. I was so willing to spend the rest of my life with you. I was ready to keep every single promise. seems like you weren't seems like when it gets real you run. I saw the end coming, I saw it coming miles away. I kept telling myself is it was something we could work through. you fault is running away, while I believe in love. I guess we both have defects. I'm starting to hit **** walls, furniture, You bring out emotions in me i never had before, Anger Utter contempt, Blind rage. I lay in bed yelling at the celling, **** you, **** you, **** YOU" you broke me like i've never been broken before. creativity, emotionally, you've broken me. you say you are sorry. then fix it. fix this damage you've done to me. don't just say sorry and go on your mary life. Sorry doesn't make everything better. what kills me is that you can lean on him, and I have no one. you dragged me through hell. seems like it's gonna get harder before it gets easier. even though you've put me all of this, I still love you. I still love you, and it kills me I can't have you. Because you gave me something no one else ever could, and I don't even know what it was. it was something I feel like I can't get anywhere else. you were my drug of choice, now I'm having withdrawals. I don't even know how to feel I just know I'm broken.

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It's been months I can't write a single word riffs are easy explaining feelings complex emotions. Not happening useless. it use ot be easy i could woo women with a few chords now its silly i feel silly its all ******** these fingers cant seem to write these fingers cant seem to love i deserve no one. nothing **** it

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Jan 31, 2011

Jan 31, 2011 at 2:40 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

The Forgotten Songwritter

It's been months I can't write a single word riffs are easy explaining feelings complex emotions. Not happening useless. it use ot be easy i could woo women with a few chords now its silly i feel silly its all ******** these fingers cant seem to write these fingers cant seem to love i deserve no one. nothing **** it

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She's different then most that's what I like she's odd that's what I like she says and thinks things others would never ponder I wish she was mine I wish it everyday she's such a major part of my life I would be withered without her I would do anything to remain by her side I want to express my feelings feelings, what a horrid thing these are blinding us from reality then making the impossible possible She will see my affection my desire everything I have taken her good and bad and her me I wonder if she knows of this blinding desire growing every day every second You are the dream with all your faults in my eyes you are perfection complete perfection. I would trade it all to be yours and you mine it all means nothing compared to you Compared to you heaven is hell light is dark Every moment I spend with you is the single best moment of my life every smile every laugh priceless you are priceless You see threw all my ******** and see the true me the one I'm scared to show the one I frear the world will reject you see it and accept it you accept me I will never be able to repay what you've given to me

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Nov 10, 2010

Nov 10, 2010 at 7:25 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

I Want You

She's different then most that's what I like she's odd that's what I like she says and thinks things others would never ponder I wish she was mine I wish it everyday she's such a major part of my life I would be withered without her I would do anything to remain by her side I want to express my feelings feelings, what a horrid thing these are blinding us from reality then making the impossible possible She will see my affection my desire everything I have taken her good and bad and her me I wonder if she knows of this blinding desire growing every day every second You are the dream with all your faults in my eyes you are perfection complete perfection. I would trade it all to be yours and you mine it all means nothing compared to you Compared to you heaven is hell light is dark Every moment I spend with you is the single best moment of my life every smile every laugh priceless you are priceless You see threw all my ******** and see the true me the one I'm scared to show the one I frear the world will reject you see it and accept it you accept me I will never be able to repay what you've given to me

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what does it mean? what does it ever measure up to? most of the time, Nothing. what have you done in the name of love it's name is ***** i dare not speak it not worth the breath needed to say it here comes the snake slithering up your arm waiting to sink its teeth into you it's name? love so what would you do in the name of love its a sickness i am the cure we all are it survives off of amature intentions its all a lie choke the snake and let something real grow in its place something real... that would be nice

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Nov 10, 2010

Nov 10, 2010 at 1:16 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

In The Name Of Love

what does it mean? what does it ever measure up to? most of the time, Nothing. what have you done in the name of love it's name is ***** i dare not speak it not worth the breath needed to say it here comes the snake slithering up your arm waiting to sink its teeth into you it's name? love so what would you do in the name of love its a sickness i am the cure we all are it survives off of amature intentions its all a lie choke the snake and let something real grow in its place something real... that would be nice

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What the **** is inside of me Pain, Desire, agony Scratching at the surface clawing at the flesh ripping out the hair again and lapping up the rest leave nothing for the vultures leave nothing for the ****** spreading your disease on me all of you are ******* ****** singing the same ******* songs as a million times before all of you are ******* usless it's useless to resist it I'm drowning in this ocean of lies i just cant reach the surface i just cant ******* breath why the **** are you near me die, die, die i want you gone i want you dead you are not a victim you are a pig a **** a disease i am the cure get the **** out of my head out of my dreams i just cant seem to get away i cant breath when will the light come when will i stop hurting stop hating stop feeling your touch long after you've gone Build your self up stand on your own two feet rise above born again the hatred still seeths it emerges when she's near put on your mask hide your pain your darkness darkness within dont tell me you care there is nothing inside of you is there? I will never find peace I will never find happiness I will never find solace I will never find a moment to simply relax.

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Nov 8, 2010

Nov 8, 2010 at 5:14 PM UTC

gabriel-monet

Love Letters for the Hated

What the **** is inside of me Pain, Desire, agony Scratching at the surface clawing at the flesh ripping out the hair again and lapping up the rest leave nothing for the vultures leave nothing for the ****** spreading your disease on me all of you are ******* ****** singing the same ******* songs as a million times before all of you are ******* usless it's useless to resist it I'm drowning in this ocean of lies i just cant reach the surface i just cant ******* breath why the **** are you near me die, die, die i want you gone i want you dead you are not a victim you are a pig a **** a disease i am the cure get the **** out of my head out of my dreams i just cant seem to get away i cant breath when will the light come when will i stop hurting stop hating stop feeling your touch long after you've gone Build your self up stand on your own two feet rise above born again the hatred still seeths it emerges when she's near put on your mask hide your pain your darkness darkness within dont tell me you care there is nothing inside of you is there? I will never find peace I will never find happiness I will never find solace I will never find a moment to simply relax.

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