All day my stomach has hurt
I haven't had the urge to eat
I think it’s the shirt you gave me last night
I can smell you on it
You’re smell goes up my nose and into my brain making me forget everything and everyone
Making my heart race
And my stomach hurt..
“Her and I are dating now” you tell me last night
My stomach drops as i give a nod of acceptance
I smell you on the shirt you gave me last night
And i can only wish that you had chosen me
Oct 14, 2025
Oct 14, 2025 at 4:43 PM UTC
I’m never someone’s muse
I always write about everyone else but I never get a single word about me
I want to be seen
And not just with eyes but with art
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 10:50 PM UTC
You always send me wings from heaven and hearts in the earth
Perhaps if I patch all the wings I’ve collected I could fly my way to you and we can pick up where we left off
I miss you for eternity
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 10:48 PM UTC
My hair whips around like seaweed in the salty air
I stare out at the ocean and all my thoughts slow to a subtle current
I can’t help but wonder what will happen when I have to pry myself away from the ocean and back to the real world
What will my thoughts do?
Will they take over me like they have many times before?
Or will they stay at a subtle pace..
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 10:43 PM UTC
I find myself doing things more thoroughly just so I can take my mind off you
Whether it’s by the way I bruh my hair or clean my room
By the way I brush my teeth and clean the dishes
I’m trying everything just so I can put my mind at ease
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 10:39 PM UTC
I lay in bed at night, imagining you next to me
You’re 634 miles away
And i know all you imagine is her in your arms
Why can’t i get you out of my head
Why can’t i accept that we won’t be more than friends
Why can’t i accept that you chose her over me
What does she have that i don’t
Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 12:55 PM UTC
You said you loved me as a sister
𝘚𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳
Not as anything more
Which i get because you like her
But i can only wish that it was me you liked… 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥.. instead
Sep 9, 2025
Sep 9, 2025 at 7:36 PM UTC
I get told i don’t think
But I’m thinking right now
I think all the time..
Constantly my brain won’t stop
I’m writing these words down that come to mind to try and sort it all out but it won’t cease
I can’t stop thinking
Words are rushing onto the page like a pipe thats about to burst
I keep trying to patch the hole but more water seeps through..
More words.. seep through
Consuming my thoughts till it’s all that I’m made of
All that i think of
Jun 29, 2025
Jun 29, 2025 at 12:32 AM UTC
There’s always yelling, there’s always fighting
I walk away from my mom and into the other room so she can calm down
The tv..
It’s loud..
Yelling..
I walk into the next room searching for peace
The dogs..
They won’t stop barking..
Yelling..
I walk into a room where there’s no noises, no people
But my mind..
It’s loud..
And yelling
Jun 29, 2025
Jun 29, 2025 at 12:23 AM UTC
I’m trying my best not to pull away when i feel unwanted, but i feel gravity pulling me by my arm
Even as i dig my heels into the rugged ground to try and stay
I can feel the string that tethers us try to fray
I keep re-tying the knot
Over.. and over.. again
I want to stay
Please help me feel that way
Jun 10, 2025
Jun 10, 2025 at 12:52 PM UTC