25 minutes, projecting life for the unknown
Here and there, still alone
Wondering for how long I would have to stand in this zone
Lying in the garden, upside down
Watching the moon’s gentle frown
Pleasing others to condone
Temporary thoughts, temporarily prone
A glimpse of music from the phone
Chasing the fragile fading throne
Lovely girl with a strong cheekbone
Quietly regret the paths I've thrown
For everything I don’t own
Hesitation’s weight has grown
Killing two birds with a single stone
For everything I don’t own
The lights that always shone
Reminds me to atone
For everything I don't own
Nov 9, 2024
Nov 9, 2024 at 3:46 PM UTC
It's been long enough
Since I trust an imaginary truth
That becomes a faith
Deep in my 7th-layer dreams
Hoping the 7th layer of the dream is empty
Not a person, not a thing, not a thought
Used to be filled with the people I cared for & respected
But now I let them pass from "dragging me down"
Dec 22, 2021
Dec 22, 2021 at 10:35 PM UTC
Eversince I broke our comms, I questioned myself
Do I let you enter my life or do I fully accept you in my life?
Been years contemplating about it
Do you let me enter your life or do you simply accept me into your life?
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 1:23 PM UTC
Between the celebration
I recognized two identical faces
In the last two-plays
I hear two exact names
I watched four-plays and turns out these things are the riddles that might have become my prayers
The last message might align through the universe
As I realized I'm getting closer to my smallest circle
Mar 30, 2021
Mar 30, 2021 at 12:34 PM UTC
All the choices I have made
Truer self die a long time ago along with my unfulfilled dreams
The best of me die in vain
That the end of myself will start an alternate version of myself
This universe will find the path
When I take it with along the way
I have patronized myself but now I don't
Because my body understands indescribable languages I spoke
I may have died
But I don't forget how to live either
Mar 6, 2021
Mar 6, 2021 at 11:37 AM UTC
10 years from now,
will I laugh at myself for being so vulnerable?
Nov 15, 2020
Nov 15, 2020 at 12:57 PM UTC
I love the idea that everyone is doomed
Then that depends on what made them on their feet
Since I tend to enjoy my cry
Not to meant that I wouldn't resolve it but it takes courage against yourself
Thus living on the next day, to save the energy
For another cry
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 11:34 AM UTC
Yellow butterflies
Speeding cargo
Countryside's rice fields
Shuffled playlists
Blank visions
Got nothing in mind
Small green-coloured pillow
In my arms
Farmers on positions
Bow and stand
All-day working
For underpaid paycheck
Man with shades on
Relaxing under the morning sun
With cigarettes in his hand
Facing the railway
Lots of helpers
Keep busy with themselves
With mirrors and some neo-traditional music
Abandon some people who need help
Solo-race
Multiple races
That fight for the truth
Everyone's not knowing
High and higher trees
Green, green grass
Almost hidden parked bike and houses
Beyond sights
Mislead righteousness
Based on assumptions
Gone too far
From the right track
She was high in blue skies
I was drowned in the bathroom aisles
Black dots becomes black mud
Spread all over my head
Stranded in an empty mind
Worried enough
Daylight doesn't even shine on them
Hoping for miraculous thing to be true
Does it matter?
Paradoxes back and forth
In the various divided path of my life
At the highest downfall
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 11:20 AM UTC
It is o four hundred
And no fruits for today
It is a little bit too late to sleep
But happy was the lamp of the bright world
I hear synthesizer
That I want my head to synthesize
And pop shuffled
Will go down in the dawn
Nine minutes in the middle of a chaotic mind
As I lay my fingers on the keys
Full-speed in a numb fan
Voices of whisperers
Apparent death
Feel to spare some time
Whisperers echoed fifteen minutes after four
Two points of view are not enough
It is about to rainy season
When clouds overtake the sun
Missed her presence
In monsoon air
Heaven is bliss
An everlasting palace to stay
But the ability to take the step is gone
Between me and Him.
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 5:33 PM UTC
Sorry that I had to leave
Can't stand the feeling
Also voices in harmony
Seems exhilarating
Within happiness
For my own good
Will not calm my mind
Where I used to stay
I have been reaching places
Grew me brighten up
Blew me apart
Bloomy blossom
Giving up every promises I can not keep
I did not plan to
Another day, another time
Week away, miles a day
Not the first time for me
Wishful distances to be kept
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 3:33 PM UTC