you're turning into your father, you know.
yeah. I know.
didn't you tell me you would never do this?
yeah. I did.
then why are you doing it?
I don't know.
why don't you just stop
I'm in too deep to stop.
*that's ********
yeah. I know.
you know what you're doing would break her heart
yeah...I know.
she would be crushed if she knew
...
you know this will end badly, don't you?
pretty much.
you know how you're on antipsychotics?
yeah?
you shouldn't be drinking
or smoking cigarettes
or doing molly
or taking dabs
or cutting yourself
or starving yourself
or making her think you feel more than you do
or--
get the **** out
fine...talk to you soon.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC
not 18
throat burns from a cigarette
smoke expands in lungs
a head rush, 6 shots
avalanche voices and empty bottles
hands shake, a stumble, a scale
a fall, a brick wall
bruised knuckles, stinging legs
dilated pupils, look, don't touch
numb *** emotionless
they fall in love, she blinks
mimic the movies, mirror the books
they think you love, they think you think
drugs, cigarettes, meaningless ***
pills, starving, self-scarring
smoke expands in lungs
throat burns from a cigarette
not 18
yet
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 11:23 PM UTC