Since there is no escape for me in the end
Since my body will become so utterly devoured
By the fire and the dirt and the earth
With the memories that torment my fragile mind
And jeopardise my every breath
That bury themselves to the depths of my very being
And shred and slice and stab at my very existence
Let me go free, as waves to the shore
In credibility, allow me to sing my last breath
In the short hours of light left, let me lift my weighted head
And blink in the vastness of my impending eternity
The inevitability of the dark abyss
That shall consume my helpless self,
As if I never was.
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 10:32 AM UTC
i drowned the butterflies you gave me
with *****
and now my insides are rotting
and it still hurts like hell
but that still beats anything
that you ever made me feel.
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 4:48 PM UTC
love
in the form of
bloodshot eyes
and countless
bitter regrets.
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 5:07 PM UTC
The tension in my hands
Fists balling and relaxing
Twitching
I see it in your eyes
You want to kiss me
I think
Perhaps
I want you to
I am afraid if your lips graze mine
I will come undone
I am afraid if your mouth touches mine
I will fall in love
And I stare at you
Wetting your lips in need
I need you
To run after me and catch me
I want to grab your hand and lock us in handcuffs
I want metal to link our bodies the way I want love to link our souls
I want your fingers against mine
I want
Everything
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
whenever i recall
those dimly lit winter nights
when i misplaced myself
and when i lost my mind
i think of you
because you are my sorrow.
you are in my every thought
you drove me to the edge
yet i love you still
every single waking hour
i love you still.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
i am aware
that the skin
is not meant to be
torn to shreds
but recently,
i crave
nothing
but
that feeling.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 1:28 PM UTC
someday, someone's going to make you forget
everything that hurt you in the past
every race where you ended up last
someday, someone's going to take you away
from your thoughts, the ones that destroy your mind.
someday, they'll make you feel like you're one of a kind
someday, someone's going to save me
but i still wish that someone was you
and you will never have a clue
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
which is more deadly
a gun or a thought?
a gun
gives you
the opportunity
but
a thought
pulls the trigger.
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 6:49 PM UTC
a world
so hateful
that some
would rather die
than be who they are.
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 6:46 PM UTC
i have a tendency
to set my problems
on fire
and in my bouts
of anger
everything
looks flammable.
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 6:39 PM UTC