Sick of your voice, usually shouting
Tired of being a disappointed daughter
But even though it feels like dying
I will always know that you love me mother
9 months of carrying me in your womb
15 years of taking care of me
All these years, I am just so weak and clumsy
Yet you believe in me mommy
When my brain become a mess
Because of problem and pain in my chest
Yet I know that I will solve this God's test
Because mother is always here and she knows best
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 2:43 AM UTC
They say, roses are red
Violets are blue
But I say, roses are dead
The colors are within you
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 11:19 AM UTC
Philippines is our beloved country
The system of our government is democracy
Yet in here, we're not free
To scream the words for us to finally see
We are locked in a prison
Some knew it and most don't even know
That they are drinking a poison
Gave by the politics who are really slow
I know they are poisoned too
Yet they have no clue
Glad I am not becuase I already new
That it was the money who are poisoning you
Dr. Jose Rizal's bapor tabo
Our country with no future and slow updating
Like Politicians in El Filibusterismo
For their promises are always breaking
Article III of 1987, Section 4
Freedom of speech cannot be canceled by any laws
But what is this, why are we having this sore?
Longing for a freedom of all Filipinos
You open your mouth, you talk to a gun
The country who was succesful before was now gone
But It's not fault of a certain someone
It is always a fault of everyman
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 10:37 AM UTC
With you in my heart
Staring at your face that looks like an art
This time, the light appears in front of my sight
Now I know that I can finally find my Mr. Right
Is this attraction?
Or a drug that can be an addiction?
Inside my mind, I have a mission
But I have no confidence to make an action
Loving you is not a mistake
But maybe confessing can make my heart break
If you only knew from the start that you are my aim
Will you be right beside me for our feelings are the same?
Tried many times to confess
Yet no confidence for I don't have finesse
Suddenly we became close out of the blue
But why do I felt the space between me and you?
They maybe think that It's absurd
"A lady with no chance", that's what I heard
But I don't care a thing for what can I do?
I just want him to say, "I love you too"
Feb 23, 2019
Feb 23, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
Flowers in my hands, now they are dying
Right here in front of you, with my head, bowing
Eyes looking down, for they are swelling
Now I'm in front of a gravestone, with my eyes, staring
Till Death Do Us Apart, you said
The accident happened last year so you're now dead
But until now I can't move on
Always looking up at the stars, waiting for you til' dawn
This necklace you gave me
I know you're the one who made it sweetie
Written my name, with a heart at the end
That's when I felt that I was a lucky girlfriend
I want to accept the fact
But my heart don't want to act
Now I can't take it anymore
Wait for me, mi amor
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 9:44 AM UTC
In this court, we call world
All I have is you
But you stabbed me like a sharp sword's
Now I guess you're one of them too
I woke up here full of judgements
With no freedom to my every movements
Please be careful to what you say
For maybe something will happened at the end of the day
Why can't you accept the fact?
The fact that I have bad side
Please crap that act
And reveal that lie you have always hide
Suddenly I found out your betrays
"Truth hurts", that's what they always says
I thought you were my friend
Sorry but I guess your lie has to meet the end
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 4:45 AM UTC
Days of hiding the hurt and pain
Nights of trying to be okay
Is killing herself is the answer?
For her life that no one even dares to care
In this bridge, she stood up here
Looking at the water reflection
With her eyes swelled up on tears
Almost eaten by regretion
Hundreds of pain in her chest
But they say mother knows best
But how can she know it?
If now that she's in rest?
"Dead mother, ran away father
ugly freak orphan, a complete weird woman
We don't care about her
She only loves by no one"
Try to understand her style
You'll traumatized for life
Because behind her fake smile
Hides an unforgettable lie in her billion strife
Now she felt a hug from her back
She wonders who is it cuz her sight is black
So she asked cuz she's sure who's this enigma
"Is it you papa or maybe it's you mama?
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 3:29 AM UTC
Roses are not always red
Violets aren't exactly blue
Inside I know I'm dead
And I never show it to you
Your betrays, sins and lies
But I always wear my disguise
The day when tears fell from my eyes
I know I can never see the sunrise
Too many questions in my mind
For I am always the one who's left behind
Staring at everyone else while they're breathing
Asking myself why am I the only one who's drowning?
And now I'm lying in my bed
Praying if I am only be dead
This pain cannot hurt anymore
At the end, I decided to open the death's door
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 2:50 AM UTC