i love you
three silly simple stupid words
That I cannot help myself from saying
as we cuddle on the couch
i'm finally able to forget how I usually feel
surrounded by this warm glow
brought upon by our closeness
you squeeze my hand and snuggle closer
silently
i realize it may be too soon
i explain you don't have to say it back
but i felt the need to give you
this piece of me
and in the end
you realize you didn't want it
in the same way I don't
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 8:18 PM UTC
My smile seems to have been misplaced in the past month
It treats me more like an acquaintance now
Stopping to talk every once in a while
But never getting too close
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 12:41 PM UTC
I wish I could get out of my own head
Its not a very comfortable place
Every little corner is filled with thorns
And I’ve never had a green thumb
Jan 28, 2019
Jan 28, 2019 at 12:00 AM UTC
A brief moment of shimmering and brightness
More intense than I knew possible
Eventually returns to the comfortable numbness and sadness
My life before you was okay
But I need better than okay
I don’t want to go back to okay
I don’t want a replacement
I want you
And I know the things that I miss aren’t specifically yours
But it feels like after an eternity I found you
And I was perfect
Someday I’ll get back there
It’ll be missing you
But I won’t be
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 12:25 AM UTC