I find my calm not at the finish line, looking back at the distance I've traveled, but in the moment, on the run, out of breath, looking forward. I don't know where I'm going, and I guess I hope to God I never get there—I'm happy as I am: Chasing something eternal and ethereal. The world is not—will never be—enough for me and that's just the way I like it.
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 1:01 AM UTC
i wish i hadn't talked
i wish i hadn't said anything
i should have bit my tongue
and kept my silence
i didn't want things to get this violent
nothing good comes when i let words escape my mouth
i wish i hadn't said a word
i wish i knew how to drown without spitting up water
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 12:25 AM UTC
to love you at the end of the time,
to make sure you happy forever,
to make you my last lover ever.
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 12:22 AM UTC
yet so far, so deep,
i lost, lost you, mostly lost everything,
its slowly breaks, into a hole deep scars,
left me your name and memories,
wondering, asking, begging,
can you come back and stay?
Jul 20, 2016
Jul 20, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all that we know.
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 5:32 AM UTC
For stop chasing you,
For not always stay by your side,
For denying I love you so much,
For ingore the flowers you bought,
For stop dreaming the worlds is our,
For not enough times to spend together,
For just holds your arms when we walk,
For ingore when you talk,
For step back when I give you hope,
For never believe that we'll make it works,
For giving you a hope and run again,
For making things even worse,
For letting go the chances,
For no reason at all.
Regrets for just for nothing.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
within me,
a universe
exist; unique.
endless, everlasting
we once were -
and never again
let this be
a goodbye
out goes the we
in goes the me
let this be
the end -
you are
uninvited
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 10:14 PM UTC
You can talk about my talent,
How teribble I am with painting,
But you couldnt talk about my heart,
How I truly blessed to create such amazing piece.
When I paint,
I paint those all my heart,
Those calm sounds of wind,
Those texture of the square canvas,
Those flickering of brush
The colors was everywhere on the table,
Appreciate you never will,
Cause you never shows it at all.
A part of my heart left with that canvas,
Those square heart of canvas,
Combination of Pablo Picasso and Theo Van Doesburgh,
The line, shapes, red, blue and yellow combine it together.
I can't describe,
My memories of that painting,
Is fading. Is fading away.
Hoping, you never throw it away
Hoping you always looks at it,
everyday and every night.
Bring it back to me when you never need it again.
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 9:56 AM UTC
Actually, Im right there,
in your heart,
Im right there,
Standing in your line,
Right there, by your side,
My heart felt,
Insecure, and so much sadness,
and hope.
Been stuck by your humanity,
Pure, love and revenge.
I love you with no reason,
No reason at all.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 2:22 PM UTC