fresh-outside - Hello Poetry

Banyak hari telah kita lewati bersama Aku mengamatimu cukup dalam, entah dengan kamu Dari mulai caramu membuka mata setelah bangun dari tidur, Caramu memperhatikanku ketika sedang berbicara, Caramu tertawa ketika aku mengatakan sesuatu konyol, Dan hal-hal lain yang kuanggap obat dari segala masalahku. Aku tahu, kita dekat bukan dalam hal lumrah dalam sepasang manusia yang saling memiliki rasa cinta. Aku hanya mengagumi. Menjadi pengagummu adalah pilihanku. Mencintaimu dim-diam hanya sebatas itu kuasaku. Tak meminta apa-apa darimu Bahkan ketika rindu meminta temu. Maaf jika aku menjadi pengagummu yang mungkin membuatmu merasa bersalah akan hal itu, Tapi tak apa. Asalkan kau baik-baik saja, akupun begitu Terimakasih pada waktu yang telah memberikan kenangan cukup indah tentan aku yang bersamamu kala itu.

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Jun 10, 2017

Jun 10, 2017 at 3:44 AM UTC

fresh-outside

Dirimu

Banyak hari telah kita lewati bersama Aku mengamatimu cukup dalam, entah dengan kamu Dari mulai caramu membuka mata setelah bangun dari tidur, Caramu memperhatikanku ketika sedang berbicara, Caramu tertawa ketika aku mengatakan sesuatu konyol, Dan hal-hal lain yang kuanggap obat dari segala masalahku. Aku tahu, kita dekat bukan dalam hal lumrah dalam sepasang manusia yang saling memiliki rasa cinta. Aku hanya mengagumi. Menjadi pengagummu adalah pilihanku. Mencintaimu dim-diam hanya sebatas itu kuasaku. Tak meminta apa-apa darimu Bahkan ketika rindu meminta temu. Maaf jika aku menjadi pengagummu yang mungkin membuatmu merasa bersalah akan hal itu, Tapi tak apa. Asalkan kau baik-baik saja, akupun begitu Terimakasih pada waktu yang telah memberikan kenangan cukup indah tentan aku yang bersamamu kala itu.

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kadang, waktu yang panjang pun tak cukup untukku menceritakan kepadamu apa-apa yang terjadi padaku waktu yang tak cukup atau kadang bibir yang terasa kelu? entah apa alasannya, aku buuh waktu yang lebih panjang! dua, satu, empat, sembilan jam saja tak cukup untuk ku. seberapa jahatnya engkau terhadapku, terhadap orang yang menyayangimu, aku selalu memiliki kata 'nyaman' sehingga aku selalu suka bercengkrama bersamamu.

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Dec 10, 2016

Dec 10, 2016 at 9:13 AM UTC

fresh-outside

bercengkrama

kadang, waktu yang panjang pun tak cukup untukku menceritakan kepadamu apa-apa yang terjadi padaku waktu yang tak cukup atau kadang bibir yang terasa kelu? entah apa alasannya, aku buuh waktu yang lebih panjang! dua, satu, empat, sembilan jam saja tak cukup untuk ku. seberapa jahatnya engkau terhadapku, terhadap orang yang menyayangimu, aku selalu memiliki kata 'nyaman' sehingga aku selalu suka bercengkrama bersamamu.

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You are the reason why Reason why I laughed too hard I smiled too often and I cried too much You always make my mind is freeze Freeze just like an ice cube So I can't do anything Except smile, and except let the butterflies flies on my stomach I don't want to be naive I like you, A lot But, we are just like a very good friend Yeah, friend It's hard to say no, while it was yes in my heart It's kinda fun, for you to say a sweet word to me But please, don't say it too much I just don't want to say that I love you while it was true I know you, more than anyone You did **** a lot to all of the girls And here I am, to say that it's bad, that the KARMA will **** you then. but from the deepest of my heart, im sure i want you i love you i need you and i dont want someone to hurt you and i believe in you that you will never hurt me please, stay with me i love you

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Dec 10, 2016

Dec 10, 2016 at 9:10 AM UTC

fresh-outside

Freezing Mind

You are the reason why Reason why I laughed too hard I smiled too often and I cried too much You always make my mind is freeze Freeze just like an ice cube So I can't do anything Except smile, and except let the butterflies flies on my stomach I don't want to be naive I like you, A lot But, we are just like a very good friend Yeah, friend It's hard to say no, while it was yes in my heart It's kinda fun, for you to say a sweet word to me But please, don't say it too much I just don't want to say that I love you while it was true I know you, more than anyone You did **** a lot to all of the girls And here I am, to say that it's bad, that the KARMA will **** you then. but from the deepest of my heart, im sure i want you i love you i need you and i dont want someone to hurt you and i believe in you that you will never hurt me please, stay with me i love you

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I watch the chatter of long time friends The jealousy's blooming It will never end The thing that's always been there that refuses to let go This ***** named jealousy is the only friend I know.

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fresh-outside

Oct 21, 2016

Oct 21, 2016 at 7:13 AM UTC

sheneedsittosurvive

Jealousy

I watch the chatter of long time friends The jealousy's blooming It will never end The thing that's always been there that refuses to let go This ***** named jealousy is the only friend I know.

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At first We are not in the same way We are not have a same habits But, time flies I tried to become an open minded one I tried to looking for the same and we can together And so on, We are going to the same ways We are disscus about a whole of things I'm just trying to be a positive one I'm just throw my negative mind,that could happen to us And today is the day Its about 3 pm and we are talking about something seriuos I thought, its already change I ask, 'Who?' 'Later, I cant tell you now.' Again I asked to them, 'Why?' 'I cant say if we are here' Okay, thats logic Im on my mind Trying to get an answer from myself 'Who?',again 'I just cant tell you, im afraid that you will tell to the others' And all of my sudden, All of my mind about them was wrong We are never be together

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Oct 19, 2016

Oct 19, 2016 at 6:14 AM UTC

fresh-outside

Wrong

At first We are not in the same way We are not have a same habits But, time flies I tried to become an open minded one I tried to looking for the same and we can together And so on, We are going to the same ways We are disscus about a whole of things I'm just trying to be a positive one I'm just throw my negative mind,that could happen to us And today is the day Its about 3 pm and we are talking about something seriuos I thought, its already change I ask, 'Who?' 'Later, I cant tell you now.' Again I asked to them, 'Why?' 'I cant say if we are here' Okay, thats logic Im on my mind Trying to get an answer from myself 'Who?',again 'I just cant tell you, im afraid that you will tell to the others' And all of my sudden, All of my mind about them was wrong We are never be together

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Here I am Crammed- Slammed into that corner; Where my lungs fill with dust, And my heart fills with sorrow. Forlorn loner, underneath storms Of turmoil and thunder. Torrential puddles form And pull me under. Vision blurred, body curled This darkness- An unearthly womb Where death rises in plumes, A grotesque stench that pollutes All the beauty that may bloom. Lullabies rushed to soothe The bitter cries of an infant; Innocence, born to rot and gloom. Learning to hold light a curse Rather than carry it a boon. Cradle me in your bones too. Let my dust cling to you. Squeeze me like the walls I'm wedged between, Release me from all this heavy gravity. -SLuR

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fresh-outside

Oct 13, 2016

Oct 13, 2016 at 1:59 AM UTC

slur-pee

Corner piece.

Here I am Crammed- Slammed into that corner; Where my lungs fill with dust, And my heart fills with sorrow. Forlorn loner, underneath storms Of turmoil and thunder. Torrential puddles form And pull me under. Vision blurred, body curled This darkness- An unearthly womb Where death rises in plumes, A grotesque stench that pollutes All the beauty that may bloom. Lullabies rushed to soothe The bitter cries of an infant; Innocence, born to rot and gloom. Learning to hold light a curse Rather than carry it a boon. Cradle me in your bones too. Let my dust cling to you. Squeeze me like the walls I'm wedged between, Release me from all this heavy gravity. -SLuR

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That day, When we are truly being a classmate You never talked to me before, and so do I And time flies.. Youre just there, standing in the front of the class like an idiot And I think im not even wants to be your friend You just hangin' with the other boys and you are such a gay Oh uhm no, im sorry But thats the facts After a several times that I keep my eyes on you You are just a teenage boy who has a full of surprise But its just my opinion Our eyes met for a four or five times Until you decided to call me and act just like my old friends The first time you talked to me,you are sitting on your chair Two chairs in front of me Yelled to me same as my old friends did to me My response is just "ehm,why?" And im surprised And the next day, you are sitting next to me and start to share about your story to me. Im still full of surprised Im surprised Im surprised And im surprised You told me about your family,your close friends,your girlfriend and many more At first I dont think that you will put your trust on me Because we are didnt know each other before But, its my pleasure that you want to share about the whole things to me

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Oct 12, 2016

Oct 12, 2016 at 10:16 AM UTC

fresh-outside

A Young Teenage Boy

That day, When we are truly being a classmate You never talked to me before, and so do I And time flies.. Youre just there, standing in the front of the class like an idiot And I think im not even wants to be your friend You just hangin' with the other boys and you are such a gay Oh uhm no, im sorry But thats the facts After a several times that I keep my eyes on you You are just a teenage boy who has a full of surprise But its just my opinion Our eyes met for a four or five times Until you decided to call me and act just like my old friends The first time you talked to me,you are sitting on your chair Two chairs in front of me Yelled to me same as my old friends did to me My response is just "ehm,why?" And im surprised And the next day, you are sitting next to me and start to share about your story to me. Im still full of surprised Im surprised Im surprised And im surprised You told me about your family,your close friends,your girlfriend and many more At first I dont think that you will put your trust on me Because we are didnt know each other before But, its my pleasure that you want to share about the whole things to me

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If I can ask one question to the moon and the stars in the universe "Who is wrong? Is it me? Or him?" And if you say, "Yeah, you are wrong." I just want to say that im not. I'm not doing something wrong. Am i asked you to make me feel over like friendship feels? Am i asked you to make me feel that im the only girl who really wanted? Am i asked you to take all of my minds over you? Am i asked you to make me feel like theres a million billion electricity over mine? No! I do not ever wanted all! But you did! I dont know how to say sorry, so I said thank you.

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Oct 12, 2016

Oct 12, 2016 at 9:59 AM UTC

fresh-outside

Thank You!

If I can ask one question to the moon and the stars in the universe "Who is wrong? Is it me? Or him?" And if you say, "Yeah, you are wrong." I just want to say that im not. I'm not doing something wrong. Am i asked you to make me feel over like friendship feels? Am i asked you to make me feel that im the only girl who really wanted? Am i asked you to take all of my minds over you? Am i asked you to make me feel like theres a million billion electricity over mine? No! I do not ever wanted all! But you did! I dont know how to say sorry, so I said thank you.

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fresh-outside

Oct 12, 2016

Oct 12, 2016 at 2:16 AM UTC