Grey of days
Nights of told
Spin of wheels
Clouds of cold
Black of days
Rise to know
Awake of cover
Hands bellow
Red of days
Warmth of freeze
Doves to call
Begin the breeze
Green of days
Depth of roots
Flow what tears
Arrow that shoots
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 4:36 AM UTC
I'm restless, I cant sleep.
This lump in my throat,
The burn in my eyes, the cold in my feet.
The salt on my cheeks, the pain in my back,
I'm restless, I cant sleep.
The pictures in my mind, when i close my eyes,
The sounds in my head, when I think too far,
The memories I feel, the wounds that wont heal.
I'm restless and I cant sleep.
I'm afraid of what I'll be, if I cant wake up,
And be the person i was, before I was this me.
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 2:43 AM UTC
sometimes i feel like i'm drowning
i can't breathe
i can't talk
i can't feel
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 2:18 PM UTC
I wonder what you’d think of me
I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if you remember me
I wonder if you want to remember me
I wonder if you’ve cried over me
I miss you
I want you
I need you
I love you
I wonder if you miss me
I wonder if you want me
I wonder if you need me
I wonder if you love me
I imagine you
I see pictures of you
I wish for you
I beg for you
I wonder if you imagine me
I wonder if you see pictures of me
I wonder if you wish for me
I wonder if you beg for me
I wish you were mine.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 1:57 PM UTC
Why can't you just tell me
How you feel
Tell me you don't like me
I'll let you go
Tell me you don't want me
I'll understand we can't be friends
The weekends are worst
That's when I realize you don't want me
in your life
Tell me so it can be over with
Tell me so I don't have to hurt everyday
Tell me so I can be hurt
Tell me so I can understand
Tell me that I'm alone in this world
and Tell me that nobody cares
Because that's the truth.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 1:53 PM UTC
If I die today,
Would I be missed,
would someone miss me?
If I die today,
Would tears fall,
would someone cry?
If I die today,
Would that change anything,
would the world be changed?
If I die today,
Would anyone care?
No one would ever care. . .
- Freja Jep
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 6:19 PM UTC
Maybe I should stop eating, Say that I'm not hungry
Maybe I should fly to New Zealand, Say that I couldn't afford a ticket back
Maybe I should cut carrots, Say that I was hungry
Maybe I should take the bus, Say that I wasn't fresh
Maybe I should trip over a knife, Say nothing
- Freja Jep
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 3:13 PM UTC
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't eat
I can't live
Or maybe I just don't want to
I can't play guitar
I can't draw
I can't edit
I can't read
Or I'm just not good enough at doing it
- Freja Jep
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 2:53 PM UTC
It slides down my cheek,
The tear,
That single tear,
My eyes starts pouring,
Water,
Salty, Water
It hits my mouth,
I can taste it,
The salty water.
- Freja Jep
Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 11:39 AM UTC