francis-tolentino - Hello Poetry

My depression has gotten the best of me I don't know how much longer I can take this I guess this is goodbye I don't know how many days i'll be alive to see anything But I hope the best to others Goodbye

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May 10, 2019

May 10, 2019 at 9:33 AM UTC

The End

My depression has gotten the best of me I don't know how much longer I can take this I guess this is goodbye I don't know how many days i'll be alive to see anything But I hope the best to others Goodbye

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It's been so long since I was able to feel this This overwhelming power of the sorrow I thought left me The sorrow that left me shivering on the ground all alone Like a child not getting what ***** wants Watching this whole forest I've grown burnt down in front of my face Walking as it burns around me knowing there's nothing I can do But play in these ashes of the memories you held the closest to you My lungs swollen from these breaths that turn into screams Not able to breath well from the amount of ash I'm breathing in I look back to how I was so happy as the song jingles in my ear Reminding me of someone I cared about How I hurt her and knowing that I lost something that meant something to me Even if the song isn't playing it rings in my ear How blind I was how stupid I've been and how scared I am of my future I'm alone no matter how many people say I'm not Alone is the only place I belong

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Mar 25, 2017

Mar 25, 2017 at 11:26 PM UTC

Memories

It's been so long since I was able to feel this This overwhelming power of the sorrow I thought left me The sorrow that left me shivering on the ground all alone Like a child not getting what ***** wants Watching this whole forest I've grown burnt down in front of my face Walking as it burns around me knowing there's nothing I can do But play in these ashes of the memories you held the closest to you My lungs swollen from these breaths that turn into screams Not able to breath well from the amount of ash I'm breathing in I look back to how I was so happy as the song jingles in my ear Reminding me of someone I cared about How I hurt her and knowing that I lost something that meant something to me Even if the song isn't playing it rings in my ear How blind I was how stupid I've been and how scared I am of my future I'm alone no matter how many people say I'm not Alone is the only place I belong

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Regret is something i've been feeling for a while The choices i've made I always thought they were right But to soon reilize that they were very wrong I was told to choose what makes me happy But I ended up making the wrong choice I pitty myself in thinking I could do what I wanted I just ended up hurting the ones closest to me It ended up stabbing me in the back I'm always told i'm worth something Am I really worth something when all I do is destroy? Why did I do to deserve such a life when all I did was burn it down A forest But now there's no forest left to thrive in The right choice or so I thought turned into guilt and jealousy Maybe what I think is right Is horribly wrong...

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Mar 6, 2017

Mar 6, 2017 at 12:45 PM UTC

Regret

Regret is something i've been feeling for a while The choices i've made I always thought they were right But to soon reilize that they were very wrong I was told to choose what makes me happy But I ended up making the wrong choice I pitty myself in thinking I could do what I wanted I just ended up hurting the ones closest to me It ended up stabbing me in the back I'm always told i'm worth something Am I really worth something when all I do is destroy? Why did I do to deserve such a life when all I did was burn it down A forest But now there's no forest left to thrive in The right choice or so I thought turned into guilt and jealousy Maybe what I think is right Is horribly wrong...

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Hate love which one are we made of? Hate is so powerful! When love is weak but harmless Hate! Love! Which one do we choose? It's tearing me apart... What do I do? I can't do anything about it! No one can! I'm just a little speck on this big planet... I won't make a diffrence So what's point? When dying isn't a choice? What do I do? Tell me please... -Francis Tolentino

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Jan 12, 2017

Jan 12, 2017 at 1:21 PM UTC

What are we made of?

Hate love which one are we made of? Hate is so powerful! When love is weak but harmless Hate! Love! Which one do we choose? It's tearing me apart... What do I do? I can't do anything about it! No one can! I'm just a little speck on this big planet... I won't make a diffrence So what's point? When dying isn't a choice? What do I do? Tell me please... -Francis Tolentino

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The end of the school year ends A moment you wish never happened As you say your last goodbye's a kiss leaves you feeling empty Watching her disappear into that bus Her stepping into the real world now As your stuck still so young Your driven home your eyes filling with tears They fall from your face as you think to yourself "Whens the next time you'll be able to see her again..." "When can things go back to our way..." "This world is such is so cruel..."

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Nov 10, 2016

Nov 10, 2016 at 12:39 PM UTC

Waiting

The end of the school year ends A moment you wish never happened As you say your last goodbye's a kiss leaves you feeling empty Watching her disappear into that bus Her stepping into the real world now As your stuck still so young Your driven home your eyes filling with tears They fall from your face as you think to yourself "Whens the next time you'll be able to see her again..." "When can things go back to our way..." "This world is such is so cruel..."

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So cold and motionless... Like a puddle of water... Going no where and soon may vanish if the rain stops... To be forgotten... Like a fuzzy dream... Not able to feel any emotion... Like someone has pressed the pause button on you... Stopping your life and never hitting play... -Francis Tolentino

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Oct 17, 2016

Oct 17, 2016 at 12:10 PM UTC

[Dead]

So cold and motionless... Like a puddle of water... Going no where and soon may vanish if the rain stops... To be forgotten... Like a fuzzy dream... Not able to feel any emotion... Like someone has pressed the pause button on you... Stopping your life and never hitting play... -Francis Tolentino

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Dancing and having fun Before you know it a slow song Everyone looking for a person to use this song to connect there emotions together Watching everyone find someone and some already dancing On the dance floor alone you lock eyes with this familiar face Slowly walking to each other as your hands connect You sway back a forth The song goes your hands slide down and rest on her hips As she lifts her arms and wraps them around your neck her hands holding on Again swaying to the song Another moment where we stare at each other foreheads soon against each others Still swaying As we both start singing to the song She wraps her arms around you and you do the same holding each other so tightly Singing and swaying Feeling those feelings that were hidden away for so long The warmth you feel couldn't match anything you've felt before The song slowly ends but our hug never stopped

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Oct 16, 2016

Oct 16, 2016 at 5:11 PM UTC

Homecoming

Dancing and having fun Before you know it a slow song Everyone looking for a person to use this song to connect there emotions together Watching everyone find someone and some already dancing On the dance floor alone you lock eyes with this familiar face Slowly walking to each other as your hands connect You sway back a forth The song goes your hands slide down and rest on her hips As she lifts her arms and wraps them around your neck her hands holding on Again swaying to the song Another moment where we stare at each other foreheads soon against each others Still swaying As we both start singing to the song She wraps her arms around you and you do the same holding each other so tightly Singing and swaying Feeling those feelings that were hidden away for so long The warmth you feel couldn't match anything you've felt before The song slowly ends but our hug never stopped

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Looking left and right but no one to be seen Walking down this meadow grass Bare feet softly stepping on the wavey grass Grass slipping in between your toes As you fall backwords your fall is cushioned by the grass Blindly staring at the blue lightly cloudy sky The clouds shaping into many different shapes The wind whistling through your ears Like nature is singing you a lullaby As you close your eyes You slowly fall into a deep slumber

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Oct 13, 2016

Oct 13, 2016 at 10:54 AM UTC

Alone Isn't Always A Bad Thing

Looking left and right but no one to be seen Walking down this meadow grass Bare feet softly stepping on the wavey grass Grass slipping in between your toes As you fall backwords your fall is cushioned by the grass Blindly staring at the blue lightly cloudy sky The clouds shaping into many different shapes The wind whistling through your ears Like nature is singing you a lullaby As you close your eyes You slowly fall into a deep slumber

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I wonder sometimes if i'm real or not? Many things in my life happen... You know that saying? "It's to good to be true" But even if it's to good to be true there are still bitter tastes to it Even having the most meaningful relationships they still have bitter tastes It may seem amazing and so happy to others But it may be that they are suffering... Telling each other "Don't give up" Easier said then done... Are these feeling what really makes me "me"?

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Oct 10, 2016

Oct 10, 2016 at 9:13 AM UTC

Am I Me?

I wonder sometimes if i'm real or not? Many things in my life happen... You know that saying? "It's to good to be true" But even if it's to good to be true there are still bitter tastes to it Even having the most meaningful relationships they still have bitter tastes It may seem amazing and so happy to others But it may be that they are suffering... Telling each other "Don't give up" Easier said then done... Are these feeling what really makes me "me"?

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These chains keeping me on my knees... Like a caged animal... Arms up as my body sways back and forth... As the blood starts running down my arms as the chains jingle... Feet nailed to the ground blood still oozing out... As my screams are fading away so is my vision... The nonstop tears rolling down my face as I see the lifeless body of a great friend in front of me... "I'll **** you all! I swear i'll send you all to hell!" My mouth is covers with a blood stained hand... As the knife runs through my throat... As if my skin was made of butter... My vision goes black... I move my lips in a way to make out the words... "Good bye crewl world..."

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Oct 4, 2016

Oct 4, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC

Help Me Escape!

These chains keeping me on my knees... Like a caged animal... Arms up as my body sways back and forth... As the blood starts running down my arms as the chains jingle... Feet nailed to the ground blood still oozing out... As my screams are fading away so is my vision... The nonstop tears rolling down my face as I see the lifeless body of a great friend in front of me... "I'll **** you all! I swear i'll send you all to hell!" My mouth is covers with a blood stained hand... As the knife runs through my throat... As if my skin was made of butter... My vision goes black... I move my lips in a way to make out the words... "Good bye crewl world..."

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