Home is where I belong to
But home is gone now
So
Where do I belong?
Nowhere
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 3:53 AM UTC
The sad thing was
You were ready
To give him all
Of what you are made of
Of who you are
The saddest thing was
He wasn't
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 10:24 AM UTC
Everybody's laughing loudly
I cannot even smile
losing my ability to pretend.
How the tears badly wanted to flow
out of me, a sob forming
a cry for help
falling continuously.
"I can't do this anymore,"
I screamed softly.
In the end
I chose to stay
but barely existing.
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 11:26 AM UTC
I dreamed about you last night
We were eating dinner
or was it lunch?
I was not expecting you to come sit and dine with us
But you did and I was petrified
by your unusual presence.
I remember questioning your ways of being a father,
"Do you even have a job?"
I asked.
Then you stood up, startled
And tears becoming visible
on your red eyes.
"Why can't you just help mama for us?
I asked again
shouting now.
Then you walked away
leaving all my questions, spoken and unspoken
forever unanswered.
I woke up surprised
Remembering your tears
and the person behind it.
Thinking about it all
made me remember my past
and how you walked away in it.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 9:57 AM UTC
I deserve all of this
To feel worthless
when all I do is make others
feel like ****
But did I really?
I deserve all of this
To be complimented
just to be crumpled like a paper
at the end of the day.
I deserve all of this
To silently suffer at night
and to wake up with a mask,
I deserve it all.
I deserve to be sad
and to cry inside
But that did not stop me
on seeking the one thing
I do not deserve.
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 9:25 AM UTC