Tell me what to do
To wait and be with you
Or to choose a life anew
Tell me what is wrong
If it is really you
Or do I stir a fire... and cause chaos in your heart?
Tell me what you feel
When I ask if this is real
Am I still the one... who captivates your heart?
But then again don't tell me
Deep down I know
I'm holding on to nothing
And you are just a ghost
Haunting me with false hope
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 2:15 AM UTC
Swinging
Thinking
Hanging on a fragile stick
Hear me
See me
Save me from this life of ick
Desperate & Hopeless
Broken & Lifeless
When will this all stop
And come to an end?
Maybe I'd rather die
Than eat a slice of life's pie
Tired of all the pathetic lies
Can't you hear my desperate cries
Oh, hear I am hanging on
Sick of it but being strong
What else can I do but say I'm okay
Sleep to death and feel heaven's rays
Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 7:10 AM UTC
Red lips
Bright eyes
You're my everyday eclipse
A celestial body obscuring other guys
With you
There is no other
The skies may be blue
But with you, it's full of thunder
Sparks fell
Traveling through
Every nerve; every cell
Feelings of love imbued
Celestial you
For you are like a gift from heaven
Supremely good; Forever true
My valuable possession
Do you now see
How much I am in love with you?
Nov 1, 2014
Nov 1, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
You say you love me
what exactly do you mean by "love"
cause I don't know anymore
maybe I need that love
a little too desperate
a little too hopeful
but how exactly can you love
a person who's on the verge of ending her life
how can you love if she's all ****** up
how can you love when she doesn't even know what is love
how can you love when she cannot even feel
these thoughts unraveling through my head
it's a mystery
how
can
you
love
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
They say your house
is your home
but can it still be
when it's the place that tears thee
heart fragile as a *******
cries of laughter
burning your soul
left a big hole
now I feel empty
echoes of a memory
now I am running
the distance is stretching
searching for a home
where there will be shalom
when can I finally say
"I'm home"
or, did I went astray?
now I wish haven't gone
making me lonesome to the bones
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC
Perhaps you'll never know
the part you have made
the impact that you gave
the words that came out of you
that scarred her forever
her confidence receding
her joy gone
her life slowly slipping away
Words
how little they can be
amazing yet dangerous
encouraging yet depressing
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
All around me was a dark universe I cannot outrun
Endless rain of comets, parts of me strewn
Until you went and became my King Sun
And I, becoming your majestic Queen Moon
You filled my universe with eternal light
Passing through the dark recesses of my core
You made my faded spark ignite
Making me beam with delight forevermore
But the craters, they will never fade away
For they sometimes still remind me of darkness
Having me gone astray
Dispirited once again that I may never fluoresce
Yet, the King Sun illuminates ever so vigorously
And as long as he is there, I know we will reign endlessly
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 4:31 AM UTC
Isn't it good to have somebody
That would drive you to a store
In the middle of the night
For soft-serve ice creams
Isn't it good to have somebody
That would show off
How he loves you
In the most sweetest way unimaginable
Isn't it good to have somebody
That would give you gifts
From stuffed toys to chocolates
To shiny precious gems
What an ideal guy
Difficult to find; difficult to leave
Staying just for perfection
Not true love
You can never bare the thought
Of someone else feeling perfection
A selfish act, but not of love
Here just for the show; for the cheers of the crowd
If this for you is love
Then you are foolish and unwise
For love is about the moments
Not the show off surprises
Love is about worthwhile pain
Not the temporary joy
If you stay just for others
Then you my friend, are shallow
They're might be good, but wouldn't it be great
To have somebody
That would know when to stay silent
In desperate times
And hold you when you cry
To have somebody
You could go to at 3am
In oversized hoodies and PJs
Wet from the rain
To have somebody
To talk to about life
In parks and in swings
That shares the same understanding
Love is not for everybody
But for two people only
It's never about society
It's about you and me
Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 2:06 PM UTC
I left you a note
Hidden away
No chance of finding
There to decay
It was my adieu
A tragic ending
To my darling, my love
I bid you farewell
They'll all suppose
It was an unexpected flee
But I hope you see
And understand
T'was never unexpected
Only concealed
At the back of our minds
Calling but left unanswered
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
A distant memory
Overshadowed by fear and agony
Like a once upon a time
In a tragic fairytale
The city of lights
That reminded me of you
Now reminded me of freedom
Oh baby, I don't need you
I am
my own
happiness
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 11:06 AM UTC