it all started in year 5
we dated and 3 weeks later we broke up
life went on, we went to secondary school,
at first, it was the same one, then i moved away
i got a new crush, an impossible crush,
a few weeks after my later fantasy left my life,
my ex walked into my dreams.
i fell in love all over again
every time i think of him, my heart and chest aches
every time i think of my latest, my breath catches in my throat.
when i see him, my stomach flips yet nothing happens when i see my ex.
who am i falling for?
Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 1:34 PM UTC
Given all the thousands of reasons
Think about all the things in life
Your words were made
Life is full of emotions
No matter what new trick he tried
Our days were numbered
I was your summer
Are my eyes growing weary?
My echo
I close my eyes and go to my happy place
Life can be a holocaust
Please don't ask
I really miss you
I stay hidden away from the world
I just feel so alone
When I'm sad
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 3:30 PM UTC
tomorrow's the day
i haven't seen them in a year
i can't see their faces clearly
they are going through the Fading
every memory does it
if you don't think about it enough
it starts to get duller
until you forget
only certain memories remain,
those you write down
or talk about often
although, sometimes, you don't have to
Jun 25, 2016
Jun 25, 2016 at 5:46 AM UTC
I'm over you
Your eyes; your smile; your laugh
I'm over you
Or, I should be.
My friends say you're no good,
My family thinks you're dead
My mother has disowned me
And my father left me stranded.
I know you're bad for me.
Or at least, I think I do
To my eyes, you're just a ****
But to my heart, you're something more.
I'm over you
Your arms; your voice; your hair
I'm over you
Or, I should be.
Jun 23, 2016
Jun 23, 2016 at 2:07 PM UTC
So close yet so far
So thin yet so fat
So kind yet so horrible
So pretty yet so ugly
Why are you so contradictory?
So warm yet so cold
So positive yet so negative
So alive yet so dead
So happy yet so sad
Why are you so contradictory?
So tall yet so small
So right yet so wrong
So even yet so odd
So simple yet so complicated
Why are you so contradictory?
May 27, 2016
May 27, 2016 at 3:20 PM UTC
Rivers running through my mind
Rivers running through my hair
Rivers running through my life
Making it flow
Rivers running down my body
Rivers running in between my toes
Rivers running to the tips of my fingers
And straight off the edge
Rivers running everywhere
Rivers running through the woods
Rivers running down a hill
Making it all clean
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
My mind is a mess
My thoughts are all jumbled
My eyes are seeing things
That aren't really there
My behavior is changing
My sleeping is changing
My life is changing
For the worst
I have schizophrenia
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 4:27 AM UTC
I am living
I am laughing
I am loving
Why?
I am feeling
I am learning
I am forgiving
Why?
I am writing
I am reading
I am me
Why?
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 1:43 PM UTC
I can nearly reach it
just one more push
then I'll be there.
One flick of the knife
and it's done
One pull of the trigger
and I'm gone
If you really want me
I'll be living the life of luxury
No-one can stop me now I'm
Almost there
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 9:02 AM UTC