I'm breaking down.
I'm going numb
running from the future
no solace in the past
I can't stand the way you two smile
holding each other in a loving embrace
and so here i stand
watching my veins bleed
I know i'm crazy
Feelings unjustified
I know i'm losing it
Anxiety and fear clouding fact
So i smile along
to the beat of the drums
I just want someone to see me
for who i am
the prying eyes fading away
i want them to hold me
in a sickening sweet embrace
and tell me that though i'm breaking down.
tell me
"you're going to be okay."
Feb 7, 2014
Feb 7, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
Listen to my song
Lost in the ages
By the Name of suicide
I try so hard
So hard to die
In my name of suicide
I'm cursed to live
This world is ****
My self righteous suicide
I've burned
And hung
Bled
And shot
But still I cannot die
So this is my tale
My story
My name is suicide
Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 6:12 PM UTC
I watch the world through faded eyes
I watch as the world goes by
Im told it's bitter cynicism
I'm told its funny because I'm quiet
And i just don't give a ****
I don't sprinkle sugar on ****
People are awful
I just tell it like it is
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 3:01 PM UTC
Love is warm and kind
Burns like fire
Passonite and kind
Its restless nights
Falling asleep in your arms
I love you
Powerful words
For someone i have yet to meet
And im so terrified
With endless strings of lust
And hatred and pain,
In a place where passion pushes pride aside
Pride and Love
Will I ever meet you?
Im scared my love
Where are you?
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 2:57 PM UTC
Burn
Fade to black
Rain
Wash away the tears
Die
Lungs go flat
And i can't take it
Help
Scream it out
The words you are hiding
Feel
Taste the pain
Through metal torn veins
The end
Like a welcome friend
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 2:51 PM UTC
Do you ever want to peel back your own skin?
to walk along razors edge bone and muscles scraping bare
where sin and flesh dance in a defining din of noise.
blood soaking the parched river bed
And i am the crossfire
sheltering,screaming, pain so sweet
but the skin never left
so silence the screams
and smile for the crowd
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 12:00 PM UTC