i like to stain the paper
i like to see the bruises
burns and cuts.
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 5:02 AM UTC
i think of you every day;
when i look at the sunset i wonder if you're looking at it too
only you can make me smile so easily
your presence erases all the times i felt blue.
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 1:07 AM UTC
everything was in its place
yet something felt unfamiliar
known faces changed beyond recognition
time flew lazily like a melted caramel
i could see other people' lips moving fast, forming words, creating sentences,
but everything was almost muted, like i was in a bubble
perhaps i visited parallel universe
perhaps i slept too little
or perhaps none of this was real and i noticed some glitch
day passed like a fog, i went to bed and lay my head down
and hopefully shook of this day
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 1:07 AM UTC
To be alive
To witness the beauty
To love unconditionally again
Is the best gift
I have ever received
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 6:40 PM UTC
i keep coming back to you
in the same manner i come back to a poem i can't figure out
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 11:01 AM UTC
i like to dream about my life. in my head
i visit old places, i replay painful memories,
i watch myself grow, i try to grasp about my future self,
i paint the sights i've come across once,
i imagine my first apartment - maybe even a garden,
i dream about all of the possibilities,
i wander through every direction.
i like to read my old self
through pages, through smells, through songs.
i like to visit my childhood
through pretty words, through the right angle of light, through films;
i dream about my life; i dream about the universe itself.
Dec 27, 2020
Dec 27, 2020 at 6:36 PM UTC
simple getaways like minecraft and drawing
now keep me up; late nights and yawning
i used to never stay up this late
but now it's all i do
it's these simple things
that keep me thinking of you
i miss you a lot
i would hate to admit
but what do you gain from
carrying out this gambit?
it's a dice roll on my feelings
it's a gamble on yours;
all of these emotions
that i try to ignore
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 1:59 PM UTC
Every time I cared for you, you seemed to die a little inside
Is this true that you hate me so much to abandon your life
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 1:59 PM UTC