you don't need therapy
or drugs
what you are in dire need of
is unconditional self love
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 4:32 PM UTC
It was not you he adored,
But rather the way you made him feel
The way you put his insecurities to sleep
You made him feel as though he was enough
But darling, that is not love
But rather, it is necessity
So when he says you are too good for him, believe him
You were so good that he could never measure up
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 10:52 AM UTC
“Your laugh
Is the second best
Sound I've ever heard.”
“What's the first?”
“Hearing you say
You love me, too.”
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 12:21 AM UTC
i will never again wrap my arms around you
in the same way that i will never again
wrap my mind around the idea that i was not enough for you.
i am enough and i will always be enough.
i am all that i have
At the end of the day when the sun is not there
to give my thoughts and surroundings a warm glow
and there are no voices or bodies around but my own
all that i have and all that matters
is what exists behind my eyelids
it is there that i grow and turn darkness into my canvas
for raising light, love, and potential
while my body slowly ages.
i am enough
or else you did not see me.
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 12:14 AM UTC
Some days, it feels never will be my forever
Especially when loneliness so fully consumes
Such longing of heart
My mind much dissevered
Still hoping that one day will come some day soon
Time isn't kind to the ones who hold on
Every day becomes harder than each one before
It's hard to find words when silence cries on
From the one I believe to be worth fighting for
To feel so alone despite those who are near
Is a hell from which there seems to be no escape
As my heart still cries out to the one I hold dear
But, my efforts seem lost, as the truth resinates
Not all who love will win through the endeavor
For the one whom their heart just can't seem to let go
When waiting forever feels like waiting for never
We begin to wonder what we've been fighting for
If the one who wants effort gives none in return
And if words go unanswered for days without end
Should I continue to fight for the one my heart burns
Or let her go, hoping my broken heart mends?
A person can say that they'll wait forever
But they shouldn't be made to if love is sincere
Am I waiting for forever?
Am I waiting for never?
I hope, one day soon, the truth will ring clear
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 12:08 AM UTC
You broke my heart when you left
I broke my own heart by loving you every day since
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 12:05 AM UTC
Stop crying, you poor, stubborn girl
Why do you think he is so special
When he took the most delicate parts of you
And decided they were ordinary?
Why do you think he is an angel
If he can sleep at night knowing
How heavy your heart feels?
Why do you think he was the one
If he did not have the patience to stay?
You will find that true love surpasses all barriers
So do not be upset that you have lost him
If he was destiny, he would have stayed
Because nothing can get in the way of destiny
Not even stubborn little girls like you
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 2:57 PM UTC
I started running again
Because the pain of remaining stagnant
And being flooded with thoughts of you
Is greater than any physical pain
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 5:29 AM UTC
I gave you all my love
I threw myself in with no reserves
Everything you were,
Both good and bad
I loved without strings or requirements
I gave you all my love
And you can't say the same
That's why I know peace
But love for you will become and endless chasing game
You'll seek my ghost in every girl
But I won't be found
You'll never be able to erase the mistake
Of not giving us your all
Dec 17, 2016
Dec 17, 2016 at 10:57 PM UTC
"You're not confident. That's what makes you unattractive"
Well ********* I tried to be
But somehow confidence is not achievable with a big body
Did I have "low self esteem" written on my forehead?
What made you think it was okay for you to criticize me?
The love I had to give was endless
And it wasn't skin-deep like yours
I mean, it wouldn't have lasted if it was...
You weren't exactly a looker
I had a big heart, but maybe big hearts only come in big bodies
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 2:01 AM UTC