my hands trembled as I walk
You asked me if we could talk
of course I said yes
I never loved you less
You asked me about the weather today
I think of words to say
I know this will end bad
This talk is going to be the reason why I'll be sad
"what are we to talk about?"
that is what I wanted to shout
But I kept silent
Pretending that it didn't bother me
"I'm sorry"
that was your first line
"It's not you It's me"
I have heard that before
I hugged you one last time
I cried that night
As I turn my back on you
I silently whispered "I don't wanna lose you"
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 3:40 AM UTC
we talked again these past few days
I then fell again in your stupid ways
I can't wait for everything to begin
As I lay in bed again
As I walk in corners of our school
I saw you with your friends sitting on a tool
You were laughing at what she said
I was shocked, My heart just bled
You saw me approaching you
"hey we we're just talking about you"
I smiled and pretend it was okay
Until she rolled her eyes and smirked in my way
As I lay in bed again tonight
I watched as the stars shine so bright
I cannot help but to agree
that we are not meant to be
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 3:30 AM UTC
I walked inside the room
All eyes on me
I noticed yours were warm
But I shrugged it off simply
I want to remember every bit of that day
The way you looked sideways
As if looking for someone
But I hid and act as if I was no one
You saw me sitting under a tree
You stared at me as if you really wanted me
You told me things that I wanted to hear
But why did you break my heart dear?
That day
You told me 'let's just run away'
But sideways you looked again
And mumured I don't want you more than just a friend
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 7:12 AM UTC
You are my first love
The one that God sent from above
You are my last love
The one I asked of
I am your first
I gave you the love that eased your thirst
I was your last
The loud melody that moved your music into blast
You were my first
My last
I was your first
But never your last
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 6:52 AM UTC
I adored the rain
Maybe because it helps me wash away the pain
I thinks it's because it calms me
I believe its because it helps me
I want to become a rainbow
I want to be the reason you smile after the sorrow
I want to take the pain away from you
Even if you don't want me to
I want to scream and shout your name
I want to curse for falling in your stupid game
I want you to realize that you are to blame
Why this little spark turned into flame
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 11:27 PM UTC
I want you to stay
The words I was begging you to say
You hold truth in your eyes
But then your mouth tell me lies
Maybe I missed the old days
The love is there I know
Maybe I missed our old ways
I closed my eyes and try to sleep in these dark days
There are voices in my head
I want myself dead
But I remembered the words you said
At the end of the day,
I love you still
I always will
Apr 8, 2018
Apr 8, 2018 at 4:51 AM UTC
With you I dreamt of flying
Funny though, I woke up crying
Why? Is the question I wanted to ask you for so long
But I can't, I ended up walking on my own
Am I hard to love?
Is the question I ask myself too
Maybe because Im stubborn
Or maybe because I'm not the one for you
Alone I kept walking
But then I smile
I try to forget even for a while
What I feel inside is another story Cause there, I was dying
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 4:21 PM UTC
Its was all a lie
The way I smile
The things I try
The words I say, lie
It was all a lie
The way you looked at me with love
The things you are trying to prove
You, telling me you love me, lie
It was all a lie
The people around me
The expressions I see
The forever you promised me , lie
It was all a lie
My parents
My family
The way they treated me, lie
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 8:23 AM UTC
I wish to see a shooting star
But I looked down and saw your car
You were driving
Inside with her laughing
I wish to see a shooting star
One I can command to erase the feelings I have for you so far.
I wish to see a shooting star
One I can use to never tear apart.
I wish to see a shooting star
One I can tell that I loved you
Even from afar.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 1:01 AM UTC
It was such a good day
The lights were perfect
The sky's a bit grey
Our roads intersect
But never met in any aspect
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 3:35 AM UTC