I think you got lost
Are you in that forest
That you call a mind?
Yelling out for me?
I'm running in circles it seems
I'm screaming your name
Begging to find you again
Can you hear me?
Are you lost in the forest you call a mind?
Or am I lost?
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
I am young
But my ears have already
Craved the sweet sound of
"I do"
I am young
But my ears already
Have yearned
For the plaintive wails
Of a baby wanting mommy
I am young
But I have been dreaming
Of my future
Since I was ten years old
I am young
And I may be foolish to believe
But no one will take my dreams away from me.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 9:40 PM UTC
Another part of my life has passed
And the inner me breaks free
I move onto the next step
And nothing will hold me back
Not anymore.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 9:35 PM UTC
Why were your responsibilities
Tossed carelessly at me
Why are so many
Responsibilities
Thrown carelessly
Into the abyss
As if they don't matter
I was thrown
But my mother caught me
My cousin was thrown
And my mom and I caught him
In today's society
So many are tossed
And there isn't always someone to catch
I know after one unplanned child
That is not my child at all
I am tired
I am mother
And daughter
And not mother all at once
I am not allowed to dictate or correct
Just soothe
Just obey
I am the carelessly thrown
Attempting to salvage a fellow
Who like me
Was thrown so carelessly.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 9:33 PM UTC
If he carries out a wrong deed
It's on me
If you mess up
It's on me
The girl who feels slave
Chained up in that house
Held down by the blaming
Your rules
Your dictation
So hard to break free
Want to feel liberty
I want it to bathe over me
I no longer want to suffer
No longer want to be imprisoned
The shell I live in is cracked
And one day I swear for all I've suffered
I will pay you back.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 11:07 AM UTC
Every darkness in me
Has been vanquished
But the dark memories lurk
Memories of **** after ****
Tears after tears
The therapy
The loneliness
The lack of talking about it
The way I bled because it hurt my soul
All of it bled out from within me
The suffering that I endured
The yelling
The blaming
The lack of love
The complete ignorance of me
I remember it all
And I wear it on my sleeve
As a reminder of what will never again be.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC
It was betrayal that destroyed
For the one who was once a friend
Is now know as only enemy.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
She was walking home again
On the trail that helped her survive
Survive because it was here she lost love
And lost herself
A man approached her
As her cheetah print skirt swayed
He swooned and tried to ******
Tried to ****** a girl
At the age of thirteen
A man who knew nothing of her
Other than her bittersweet innocence
That he would steal for himself
He laid her down
And took her
And as she walked away
She wept
Wept for all she has lost
Wept her lack of fighting
But why should such a young girl be a victim
Why did that man feel like he had her from just a glance
Was she weak
Who told him she was broken
Who told him she would scream
Who told him it was okay
Because it sure wasn't her.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 10:56 AM UTC