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fckmylife
fckmylife
A fool guy who suffer from chronic emotional pain. / 19 years old.
I keep trying to run, but there is nowhere to hide from all of my problems that I keep inside. Honestly, I think we're all just waiting to die. We try to seize the moment, but then its "good bye", and forced to face reality, you see an ugly side. There is no one that knows me, that can say I hadn't tried; everyone's watched me grow, and seen me as I died. There's still nothing I want to say after all the tears I've cried, my words received no water and to the world they simply dried. With no direction, I only stumble with no guide, a wimpering soul, just trying to get by. My mind my biggest bully, a truth I should confide... as it rips on me each day, I wish to run and hide. I can't stand to seize the moment; I must go out with the tide even though I ran away they can't say I hadn't tried.
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:17 AM UTC
i tried, i tried, i tried.
Have i done something wrong? Why is there an ache in my heart? Why does it feel that my is falling apart? Why is it that i cant breathe enough? Why does life seem to hang from up above? I guess i did something wrong, or else it wouldn't have turned out this way. The person i cared for so much about, couldn't have just shut me away. But i wonder sometimes, is it she to be blamed? Wasn't it the right thing to do? Wasn't i wrong to ask for something which wasn't mine? Wasn't she right when she said, stop! i can't stay up-till 9. Wasn't i mistaken to think that our lives were intertwined. Wasn't i really pushing the envelope all the while. I need to let her go now as she belongs to someone else. I can't do this to her, can't tear her apart, She is a little special, just like a lemon **** It has to be goodbye now, need to clean up my deeds. Because i am getting addicted to her, and she is becoming my ****
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Apr 29, 2015
Apr 29, 2015 at 8:16 AM UTC
ADDICTION
Some said, "Let it burn!" Freedom means what exactly? Can we have some too?
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Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
Burning Mosque
A mosque vandalized, A Muslim family killed. Where is this "freedom?"
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Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
Freedom for Who?
From those around... I hear a cry... Oh God! Oh God! My eyes are blind... From those around.. I hear a cry, A muffled sob, A hopeless sigh, I hear their footsteps leaving slow.. and then I know my soul must fly! A chilly wind begins to blow, Within my soul from head to toe, and then last breath escapes my lips, It's time to leave and I must go! So, it is true but it's too late, They said: "Each soul has its *Given Date", When it must leave its body's core, and meet with its Eternal Fate. Oh! mark the words I do say, Who knows tomorrow could be your Day, At last it comes to Heaven or Hell, Decide which now do NOT delay! Come on my brothers let us pray, Decide which now do not delay! Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see, My eyes are blind! am I still me? or has my soul been led astray, and forced to pay a priceless fee? Alas to dust we all return, Some shall *rejoice while others *burn, If only I knew that before, The line grew short and came my Turn! And now, as beneath the sod, They lay me with my *record flawed, They cry not knowing I cry worse, For they go home.. I face my God!
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Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
Last Breath
'May I meet you soon, my yet unseen child,' I always wished as I stroked my belly. Ooo, Ooo (shouts of joy) I wonder how your face looks like?  Ooo, Ooo, I wonder how your voice sounds like? .............. I see myself reflected in your big eyes  as your tears trickled down your cheeks 'Mama, mama, come, I'm finished with my food!'  'Tatata, tatata, come,  let's go out for a walk!' You hugged your knees, crying out your eyes  Tell me why, I'll listen to everything  Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere  No matter what happens, I'll be with you  I love your face when you laugh  Even when you're down, please try to cheer up 'Ru-ru-ru, ru-ru-ru, come, let's sing a song'  'U-o-on, u-o-on, come, shout your hearts out' Ki-ra-ra, ki-ra-ra (Shouts of Cheering) may you grow free from care! ............... Run through snow, count the clouds, play in the rain,  get blown by the wind, get buried in flowers, make your grass flutes sing   with your four legs, with your two legs A new morning,   a new wind,  prepared just for you A new morning,   a new light,  a world just for you A new morning,   a new rainbow,  a world full of wonder No matter which of the two roads you choose,  I would probably no longer be able to gaze at you from afar  Someday, when you set out on your journey,  I'm sure I will see you off with a smile Uuu, uuu (sounds of crying),  but perhaps I'll be a bit lonely.. Uoon, Uoon (shout of cheers) Please, live strong.......
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 5:15 AM UTC
Mother's Song
'May I meet you soon, my yet unseen child,' I always wished as I stroked my belly. Ooo, Ooo (shouts of joy) I wonder how your face looks like?  Ooo, Ooo, I wonder how your voice sounds like? .............. I see myself reflected in your big eyes  as your tears trickled down your cheeks 'Mama, mama, come, I'm finished with my food!'  'Tatata, tatata, come,  let's go out for a walk!' You hugged your knees, crying out your eyes  Tell me why, I'll listen to everything  Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere  No matter what happens, I'll be with you  I love your face when you laugh  Even when you're down, please try to cheer up 'Ru-ru-ru, ru-ru-ru, come, let's sing a song'  'U-o-on, u-o-on, come, shout your hearts out' Ki-ra-ra, ki-ra-ra (Shouts of Cheering) may you grow free from care! ............... Run through snow, count the clouds, play in the rain,  get blown by the wind, get buried in flowers, make your grass flutes sing   with your four legs, with your two legs A new morning,   a new wind,  prepared just for you A new morning,   a new light,  a world just for you A new morning,   a new rainbow,  a world full of wonder No matter which of the two roads you choose,  I would probably no longer be able to gaze at you from afar  Someday, when you set out on your journey,  I'm sure I will see you off with a smile Uuu, uuu (sounds of crying),  but perhaps I'll be a bit lonely.. Uoon, Uoon (shout of cheers) Please, live strong.......
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Hurting inside. Pain is everywhere. I feel it in my soul. Or where it should be. Try and try but everything is already set. We have no choice. Its time to leave.
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 9:49 AM UTC
Hurt
The way of the tears is the way to comfort, Sigh my dear friend so you can rest, And make emotional supplications in private, The universe will encompass your voice. By the will of God all wounds heal, and the broken, and the wounded hearts recover, and the sick, and the ill become full of strength again, while before they lay there sick. - Muhammad Al Muqit
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 9:44 AM UTC
The Tears
Hello, are you there? I'm waiting for you here, I found a gem and it was rare, Knowing it's you who really care. My life is a waste, It's worst than a nest, When I found you I'm at rest, Can I give my trust, for you to 'mess'?
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Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 10:46 AM UTC
My Best Friend.
We could have been an us if we had tried I guess we waited too long now our love has died.
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Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 4:13 AM UTC
us.