*I wonder how you'll react when you find out what I've done
you won't be able to hit me or scold me because, I'll be gone.
But will you cry? Will you feel ashamed? Will you wonder why?
I don't think that you should, because now I'll no longer cry.
So don't ask why,
don't you dare cry...
Please, don't be too upset
I'm getting away from here
and with no regrets.*
Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 7:36 PM UTC
The screen in my window is partially torn
one half is fully attatched while the other..
is caught in the wind that is slowly pulling
it along, waiting for it to let go and flow as
gracefully as the newly falling snow
**But I am the other half, holding on for my
life because I'm afraid of heights that the
wind will lift me up to..**
The glass that I am protecting is already
broken, so why shouldn't I let go?
Don't.
*N
o
w
I
'
m
f
a
l
l
i
n
g
.
.*
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
I wonder; did you run out of color while you were painting me?
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC
I'm seeing your scent in my dreams
and I think that it means: I miss you
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 6:55 PM UTC
I might act like I don't care
but underneath what I wear
I'm an utter fool for you
I'd bend over backwords
to make your dreams come true
and it's all because I love you
I'm sorry if sometimes I seem
a little distant-
it's mostly because I'm trying
my best to be more realistic
and give you the space
that you say you'll take
I just don't want to make a mistake
and cause either of our hearts to break
sometimes it can be tricky-
controlling my feelings
because I can get clingy
there is a side of me,
that you have yet to see
please, no matter what
do not abandon me..
because I have feelings for you.
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 7:36 AM UTC
Why do I fall out of love
after I've fallen in-
only to be heart broken
over and over again..?
Is this the end
because I don't want it to be
please tell me that I'm dreaming
..this is all just a blurry mess
and I won't be left behind again
if I'm left once more to wallow
I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle it.
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC
You were the pomegranate nail polish
I wore yesterday but have wiped off today.
I'm ready for everything to finally change
without you I'll be rearranged; in a better
state of mind, with you I was wasting my time.
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 12:41 AM UTC
I didn't want you to leave
What happened last night
makes me want to scream
Why couldn't I have just
let things be?
You're everything I want
and have been wanting
Tell me why I had to go
and mess things up?
Heartbreak loves me.
Did you know I'm slowly rotting?
Just wasting away, hurting
How could I have made such a mistake?
I'm sorry.
Heartbreak loves me.
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 11:27 PM UTC
I close my curtains once the sun comes up
I ignore the light and keep myself closed off.
I'm sick of the brightness when I'm in such
a dark place
Does no one understand, they should go away?
The darkness is soothing, but also leaves me
with a wanting; some special kind of craving
it nags at me even when I'm safely sleeping
Which should be a place where it leaves me
but sadly there is no such place
It always finds me.
Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 8:49 AM UTC
Because of you,
*my favorite shades of blue are now ugly.
Everything that you ever told me is now
some form of anxiety I don't want to hear
sometimes I wish you'd just disappear..*
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 8:53 AM UTC