you're a sailor that conquer so many seas,
I'm a hurricane that keeps you accompany.
I'm a big disappointment.
Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 12:16 PM UTC
I know my texts don't excite you anymore,
But you are polite enough to reply it anyway
And if I call you, you'll receive it too
But I know you cringe when you hear my voice
Just for the night , you needed me
Just for that one night
The night's already over
But I m not over you yet
I remember everything, so clearly in my head
How beautifully you sang, & I sang along with you
How you made me laugh, laugh & laugh so hard
How you held my hands & we tried to dance
How your lips blew life to my cold and dry spirit
How the butterflies in my stomach fluttered
How my cheeks turned crimson and I looked away
But you kept on staring at me
Like you wanted to fall in love...
I did not undress my body that night,
I undressed my soul
I put it right in front you
Just in its purest form
I let you see me,
See all my imperfections
I told you all my fears,
The secrets I hid inside,
I thought this is it,
This is what I had been looking for,
My soul was happy
And thought it had found "THE ONE"
Little did I know, it was only for the night
Just for that one night
So tell me who do I blame?
Blame you for setting up my hopes high
Or blame me for believing the truth like lie
Or should I just blame the night?
The night for lasting just awhile.......
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 3:30 PM UTC
you’re a peculiar thing that always comes up when the sun goes down,
the moment I feel lucky and cursed at the same time.
I love your magical spell through my body every night I cannot sleep
you knock my heart out rapidly, decide to come in peace
but instead, I become a mess.
you crashed it down just like a lego house
a building that I hardly build for years.
sometimes I wish I was a river
flooding down, following the fluctuations.
but I’m not.
with or without you, I'm still an untidy space that cannot be empty.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 3:15 PM UTC
I heard a sound of a calm ocean,
a smooth shell stands on its consistency.
I want to be the pearl.
and
I want you to be the shell, and strongly keeping me inside you.
I want to be treated like the pearl,
because I have no worth.
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
how come
you become so powerful
but poisonous.
how come
you are known tough
unbeatable
but a killer.
how come
you say I am a ******
when selfishness streams down inside your blood.
how come
02:40 am I'm still awake
when I'm sure by dawn has arrived I will not receive any of your tidings.
how come
I pretend to myself that you were not dead.
when you are the one
that killed me in the first place.
Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 3:44 PM UTC
you always questioning me like today’s weather,
yet I still can’t give you certitude.
you are persistent like no other,
yet sometimes I’m out of your longitude.
we never finished our business with sentiments
as well as I can’t give you eternity,
but in our frequency,
you are a moon river and I will become your full time lover.
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 1:24 PM UTC