Every day its one step closer to the edge
I sit close by and i know i may have reache my time
Sitting slowly beneath it burns
I know that i will shortly die
I listen and watch the sights and sounds
There melting away as i drown
These horrible visions in my mind haunt me as time passes on by
Hollow empty i unravel
Hopelessly seeking for reasons and answers
These reasons and answers i need for surviving
Searching endlessly i still haven't found them
Its only a matter of time before they destroy me
Stranded eternally on this island of pain
These poisons of loneliness seep through my sanity
Corrupting the soft sweet melodies that were my realities
As the colors dissolve so does my soul
Its given up too it just hasn't told you
Now surely the edge i will reach soon
Stepping right over will solve all my confusion
Plummeting down everything will soon be red
The color of
Life
Love
Death
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:31 AM UTC
Being sad all the time
Creates decay within your mind
Tearing apart you seals
That separates your reality from your fears
The deadly poison of this pain
Seeps into the very core of your brain
It oozes slowly into your thoughts
Tainting them with its trembling veins
The poison soaks into your soul
pulling it from the unknown
It pours out and bleeds away
Leaving you staring into the fray
Slowly moving weeping you become deformed
A hollow mask of endless turmoil
Sleep becomes a dream that can't be reached
Hopelessly tossing and turning in constant turmoil
Moving endlessly through the motions
Haunting you endlessly with its lies
Peace is ungraspable hiding withing constant lies
Life seems pointless and you try to die
But you know deep down inside that you were a victim of love and its lies
Churning and tearing away your insides
How long does it take to end all the crying
Slowly but surely you'll no longer be sane
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:20 AM UTC
You send my mind into a daze
Controlling my dreams
You manipulate me at my seams
I wonder as I look through
The cloudy brown portals to your soul
If you truly feel
Beneath the surface of your grasp
But surely it would seem
That you would not hurt me and my dreams
Every time i look back
I can see the haunting image rise
From the back dark corners of my mind
That surely you will stab me in the back
And pierce my skin right to my heart
Left alone you'll walk away
As i slowly bleed away my tears
My agony begins to boil
Constantly feeding me a stream of pain
As i ponder how it could happen
Despite how i wished you felt
I believe there may be nothing left f
These thoughts and images in my mind
**** the very conscious from my brain
Sapping every once of strength
I try to keep you from my gaze
My only hopes of you will be
For you to stop
Your hurting me
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:05 AM UTC
If only what was real
Was created by how you feel
Dimension Time and Space
Plainly written out in place
The boarder lines of your thoughts
Were what created the fabrics of dimension
If only what is seen
Could be transformed into our dreams
Creating rifts of time
That can only be heard in the conscious of our minds
Wonders of the unknown brought to life
Projecting out of our lust full stares
From the mysteries of our minds
Slowly creeping into time
If time could only stop
As the endless ticking clocks gears
All melted away with the passion of our tears
If hope could lift up all our fears
Locking them behind the empty madness of our minds
Keeping them away as we escape the slow decent
Of the sands of time
Out of the voids of pain
Into the Golden fields of flames
Safe from everyone who called our dreams insane
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 6:07 PM UTC
I told you how i feel
Unaware of how much you cared
Wondering If It was even real
I stood before you wishing i had never known you
Hoping i wouldn't be left alone here
Trapped and blinded was my mind
My imagination spinning all its different gears
Keeping out all my fears
As it displayed my fantasies instead of tears
Gently softly came your response
Slowly floating through my ears
Quickly igniting all my fear
As my dreams all disappeared
Lost on what to say
You slowly walked away
And i stayed there as you left
Broken beaten all alone
Alone without direction
Miserable below and unconnected
After weeks of being shattered
I'm missing pieces that you broke
Dazed I tried to put you behind me
Because you shut me out side you
Blocking me from the rapture of your smile
Maybe i should have never told you
Now you won't even look
As i slowly go insane with pain
Living life alone in shame
And you left me all alone
Broken spirits hurt worse than bones
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 5:56 PM UTC
You melted through my finger tips
As i fought to keep you safe from it
It pulled you from my grip
And took you to the devils realm
I chased you through the mist
Right to the edges of abyss
As the pain and sorrow ripped apart
The beautiful features of your face
No further could i go
I fell and cried and waited with my dried up eyes
Waiting motionless until I died
An icy hand of pain and sorrow
Tore my soul from my chest
As i cried and tried to rest
I began to wheeze my final breaths
It came and danced upon my bones
It laughed at how i was so weak
And how easily it tore you from my dreams
I held on to my soul
And left my beaten corps
It pulled my soul into the soil
And left my body in the cold
To be devoured by the wild
I held onto the thought of you
Hoping that i would make it through
All i ever wanted was to be with you
It hurts so much
There was no way out
You betrayed me and now i suffer
I never even caused you sorrow
And now i wonder why
Why would you ever do this
Farther deeper it dragged me on
Right into the earths many layers
It took me farther from where you are
It howled with delight as i tried to fight
The heat grew strong and it pulled me on
Screeching through its reached lungs
It knew that it was almost home
And that i was almost done
Still i held you in my mind
Wondering why i loved you so
Hurting me was all you were ever good for
All i ever wanted was to be with you
But now i know it could never be true
Choking on the stench and smell
It pulled me into its realm
In the center of the earth's core
Hate and misery are in control
It was so happy to see me suffer
Its wicked cackle made me shudder
Thrown into the liquid fire
Ill burn here with the dammed
Because of what you did
All i ever wanted was to be with you
Sobbing as i break down
I've lost my hopes of you
And now because of you
Ill rot in hell for all your sins
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 5:45 PM UTC
In the Shadows you are enraged
Wrath is poring through your veins
As demented as your thoughts to be insane
Hearing them call you by your name
Plotting about their pain
You can see it through your eyes
Peeling skin with your nails
Feeling the blood ooze as it drains
The taste of revenge is on your lips
Snapping bones between your hands
There screams of terror help burn your flame
Brighter hotter it draws on
As you laugh as they cry
You can see it in their dying eyes
That you truly are insane
It's over at their final Breath
As you breathe in the sweet revenge
That's when you ask
What have i done
But its to LATE
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 5:27 PM UTC
Staring of the desert cliffs
Where minds are all a miss
The endless turning tide
Breaks apart our reached hides
All our tears have dried
As we try to cry
Looking out against the sky
Roaring at the rewind lives
Scared of the wings of death
As they take away our every breath
Looking as if there's nothing left
As we sleep the dead will screech
Escaping from the hollows of their nests
Emerging so they can hunt for flesh
Every heart must be made of stone
When everyone dies alone
You look at hope
And where it stands
Falling down beneath the sands
Staring of the desert cliffs
Where minds are all a miss
The endless turning tides
Break apart our reached hides
Scared of the wings of death as
As they take away our every breath
When everything is lost
A whisper thunders of the clouds
Breaking from our life less howls
Telling us we were wrong
A demon crawls from Beneath
Letting out its terrible shrieks
Tempting us off the edge
Into the dark abyss
Death Takes away our final breath
As we fall wishing we were wrong
Fear grips our hearts
Chocking out its ever beat
As we cry for life anew
And wish that we never new
When all seems lost
We reach the final shadows
A song comes from with in
And brings us back to see again
The fear is killed as we fall
We begin to sing in praise
Now we know will be okay
Now we know that no one
Dies alone
No one's heart is made of stone
Come and see us fall beneath
As are hearts pump with peace
Even on the last beat
Come and watch your not alone
No one's heart is made of stone
As we stare of the desert cliffs
Into the great abyss
No one has to die Alone
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 5:57 PM UTC
With one stair it breaks his heart
He could be there so close to her
But instead he sits alone
In the shadows upon a stone
When her eyes stair back
It kills his pride
Pushing him to the shadows he hides
His sorrowful soul rips his hide
Making him want to cry
In the darkness beyond the eye
Crying all alone
Watching her walk alone
If only he was not so scared
And could push him self to were she stares
Then tell her how he really feels
But ever time the demon's there
Pushing him away from her
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 5:44 PM UTC
Lost within the clouds
Were the light will never shine
I walk through all the pain
Only to be hit down by another
Outcast by ever dying soul
I walk Alone
Where should i go
How can i save them
When constantly they push my broken heart away
Pushing me closer and closer towards the axe man's blade
Underneath the beaten path
The demon's laughter shakes the earth
Thundering through the distant skies
Closer as i go on this darkened day
They sharpen the demon's blade
So its ready for him to wield it
On towards tomorrows pain
It ends at once
Then starts again
There's no chance to beat it
Closer as i go
The memories call out like a crow
The wings of death fly above
To watch me coming closer
To far for him
They drag me in
Mocking all the way
I should have just stayed home
On that summer day
But instead i went to play
Only to sell my soul that way
If only i had told
But now they'll never know
The mystery is sealed
In between the broken stones
As the rain breaks from the clouds
The lightning strikes the devil's crown
Thunder beats down the road
As i crawl upon the bones
Towards the place were it will end
Now the lights fade away
They'll Take me to were I'll lay
Bursting through the flames
The demon's roar will shake my veins
Sending me to hide in shame
The clock beats faster on every toll
From the darkness i here them yell
Through the shadows an endless howl
The demon's spear rips flesh and hide
Flying from my broken side
Blood comes out on an endless slide
Falling to the weary trail
No more light to shine today
They wont stop they know the way
No such thing as mercy in there care
He can't wait till i am there
I may not see light again
The angles cry from heaven above
They can't help so close to hell
The ground heats up from fires below
The savor sword is lost again
In the shadows from within
The Devil's curse is deeply sealed
Keeping it away from him
Only now i feel the sorrow
To late to help me now
A foolish child is what i hold
Hidden in an empty hole
No one there to love him now
He cry's out for tender care
No one is there its not fair
To close to bare the pain
Lost the strength to carry chains
As they drag me through the planes
I begin to feel the flames
As the flames burn my skin
They open up the gates to hell
The demon's laughter calls my name
Welcoming me to their realm
Now i see him standing there
A horrid beast with endless scare
They carry me to were he stairs
Sacrifice is what they yell
A ****** welcome to me now
Now i cry out for help
No one here even cares
With no soul they never will
I won't either before light shines again
He'll do the same to me as them
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 5:34 PM UTC