i feel as though my body is no longer mine
a stranger in my own home
*a b a n d o n e d * and b r o k e n
isn't it funny how the one place i'm supposed to feel safest
is the one that does the most d a m a g e
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 8:09 AM UTC
I wish I had realized sooner that the love I was searching for in you
was already hidden
within myself
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 8:30 AM UTC
I want to be touched by you
but not in the conventional way
oh no
I long to be touched
spiritually
emotionally
I want you to undress my mind with your thoughts
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 5:12 AM UTC
although i seem fine
the life i live is a lie
for im dead inside
Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 5:02 PM UTC
a sad word in many ways
we almost had our chance
our chance to finally be happy
not just together but also with ourselves
we almost made it
maybe if one of us held on we would still be together
or
maybe the "almost" being in love is what saved us
maybe this almost love story was enough
maybe this almost was our everything
Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC
its sad
the way i allowed myself to be treated as an afterthought
but then again
maybe being known as his sometimes
was better than not being known at all
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
*They adored my painted canvases, the colourful views and pretty smiles... If only they saw the art that wasn't on display.
It wasn't as pretty but surely it was more poetic, oh the simplicity of using only two colours. For I paint in silver on this canvas but out it pours in a dark and lonely red.*
Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 10:57 AM UTC
Its funny
that we can be in pain
our souls dying slowly decaying
yet no one sees
its hilarious
that nobody notices the little cracks that break through
you could be drowning in your own tears
yet no one sees
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 12:48 AM UTC
how do you let somebody down
how can just tell them no
tell them you've moved on
that you love another
how can you just drop them
how can you just leave
why do we do this
why don't we stay
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC