I loved you with the kind of love they tell me is unintelligent
The kind of love they told me was reckless
The kind of love that comes with a high price to my ego…
Ah yes, I do love you like that
The kind of love that kills me every night
The love that stirs me with bittersweet longing in the morning
And I just don’t care,
I will love you to my own detriment
I will love you to my own demise
You are my death and you are my life
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 6:47 PM UTC
Mediocrity will ALWAYS punish
The extraordinary
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 5:55 PM UTC
He devoured me
But I wasn’t asking for it
It’s “your fault” he told me
Because I am honey
And fresh cream
And cinnamon
And chocolate
I’m too delicious to be left alone
It’s my fault for being too sweet
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 5:53 PM UTC
Palm fronds trampled
The palms laid flat
Like welcome hands
Turned up towards me
Like hands raised in worship
An entry fit for a king
Like I was welcome in their hearts
How quickly they phased from shouting my name
To demanding my demise
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 11:04 PM UTC
I remember the day I was disenchanted
When the cold hand of reality
Slapped me hard across my face
I didn’t whimper, I didn’t sob
I wouldn’t let the coward have the pleasure of seeing me cry
I wiped the blood from my mouth
And smeared the sticky, red, iron tasting goop on my lips like lipstick
Smiled a ****** smile
And asked
“Did that make you feel like a big man?”
And spat in his eyes
Feb 28
Feb 28, 2026 at 12:07 AM UTC
There is no sunlight in this god forsaken place
The underworld is my world
I buried myself here long ago
Became fluent in danger
My hands stopped shaking when I had to pull the trigger
That’s how I knew I was finally numb
I learned their lingo and spoke like one of them
Transactional relationships, my means of survival
How sick I am of myself
I want to be…. remade
in the soft embrace of his faith
That “everything will be ok”
But the underworld clings
It stains
It whispers
“you are what you have done”
I study my reflection
in dark windows.
I wonder if someone like him
can touch someone like me
without becoming ruined
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 5:42 PM UTC
With her hands pressed against the glass window
of normality
Dancing on the outskirts of polite society
Always an outsider looking in
Daydreaming of being acceptable, palatable, one of them..
But no
She was something rare
Her life wasn’t 9 to 5s, debts and bills
She was altogether something different,
Something wild
An exotic flower
Poisonous, but beautiful
Untamable
Barefooted and sun soaked hair
She was warm rain water dripping off leaves in a rainforest
She was misty, green mountains
Lucious, bursting with life
She was meant to be observed, admired, studied even
Not domesticated
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 2:47 PM UTC
Kingdoms rise and kingdoms fall
I have born witness to them all
The clocks have turned their passing hands
Centuries shifting, falling sands
I have walked through ages, dust and flame
And through each one, they whisper my Name
For I Am and always will be
There’s not one who could overcome Me
I ignited the beginning and will be at the end
I am longing for you to grab My reaching hand
How holy is this endless ache
And My hand that I wish for you to take
Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 6:18 AM UTC
My mind is ancient
The more I attempt to translate it into modern lexicon
The more frustrated I grow
Like a language that is unpalatable
A sun that cannot be observed too closely
But the true agony is
To watch a crowd cheer
For a mediocre imitation of what I first conceived of
A flicker of a candle in comparison
That is hell
Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 4:40 PM UTC
I dreamt of you last night
You’re the face my subconscious likes to wear most
You said “I know you’re sad, but you have to take control of your life.”
So I will pull back on the yoke
Darling, I am going to fly
Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 12:39 AM UTC