I feel i need this
This ache in my chest
but its not my heart that hurts
its my soul
I did this to myself
I should have sticked to plan A ( work in an orphanage house).
I shouldnt have fallen in love
Falling always hurt
I mean unless one knows how to properly fall
Then its harmless
But I never learnt that skill
I just threw myself in this hole of my life
Now i just keep on falling
I havent landed yet
Im ok
Im ok
I just feel like my heart is coming out of my chest
But
Im ok
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 4:47 AM UTC
i am afraid of a blank page
i rather read everyone else’s pain
than write down my own
you see
a blank page is like an ocean
i rather not dive into
i never learnt to swim
yet I don’t mind drowning
it’s just that
a blank page is like an ocean
and writing is like boat
that keeps me afloat
Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 11:14 PM UTC
when I married you,
it’s as if I smashed a mirror
that punctured me
with seven years of bad luck
Am I finally going to heal?
I feel anemic of this relationship
I have lost a lot of ****** time
I am still bleeding
non- stop
Sep 27, 2025
Sep 27, 2025 at 10:57 PM UTC
bleeding emotions isn’t my fort
but sometimes these wounds of mine
open deep into the bone.
there’s a splinter stuck in my heart
I can’t pull it out no matter what
I say, God, oh God, help me heal
All I hear is “healing happens from within.”
Yet here i am suturing scars
While wounds remain untouched, left alone
As you see, bleeding emotions isn’t my fort
hence the why,
these wounds of mine have yet to **** me
you see
May 31, 2022
May 31, 2022 at 1:41 AM UTC
Stress stretches me
as if I were a rubber band
the more it does
the more resistance I exert
but lately
the resistance is lesser
it feels like it has reach a point
where at any moment
it might just snap
May 30, 2022
May 30, 2022 at 11:11 PM UTC
a fish, a dish so delish I relish to eat
with chips with chips
so salty so rich
So now, a fish I wish to fish
To eat demolish in bliss
Mar 10, 2022
Mar 10, 2022 at 11:42 PM UTC
in fields of roses sweet, I swirl
the petals soft, caress me so
yet often times, i bleed
i bleed.
the thorns are thick, my skin is thin
i faint.
the sun awakes me nonetheless
the rain hydrates me, I could care less
these clouds opaque my view, it seems
in fields of roses sweet, i swirl
i bleed.
Mar 3, 2022
Mar 3, 2022 at 8:53 PM UTC
I was once silence
echoing
loud in your mind
Now I’m just
silence
Sshhh
Good night
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 11:58 PM UTC
At the end of the days,
that’s all my poems will be
Clever
cleverly creative
And I,
I can’t help but feel
discourage
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 10:55 PM UTC
Oh COVID,
You made me mask my shyness
And forced me to raise my voice
Now every so often I have a sore throat
This makes me feel like you have made
a home out in my body
It’s seems that that’s effect you have on people
You are so contagious, that even those
who do not have you, think
That they may have you as an unwanted guest
Wrecking havoc in their lungs,
Throat
cough
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 3:56 PM UTC