evelyn-wilkins
i like to read and drink modelos all night / / all the poems published are relating to a specific time, place, person. they probably sound similar because they are similar. clarity will be found understanding the beauty in distinguishing those things that are seemingly indistinguishable.
well, you could either think about it or not
i can never understand those things
it's things that just hurt me
who i am, where i am, what time it is
it just hurts me
and i would never tell you to back off
i want you to wrap the feelings you feel into my arms that i don't tell you i care about
it's not your fault cause i don't tell you, and then i make that mean something
May 28, 2011
May 28, 2011 at 12:21 AM UTC
You’re so quiet all the time
It’s not funny in the way that i laugh
There’s only *** i have with you
It’s the only time i never speak out of turn
i stay in one place
I'm quiet, i’m quiet
I want you to grab my ***
I’m giving you all the things i can
I’m only feeling the things you put on my lap
I want to see everything that you show to everyone
There are naked yous among the other functional things you anticipate i won't understand
It’s the only reason i keep coming around
i'm only quiet about you and other things that matter
May 24, 2011
May 24, 2011 at 1:12 AM UTC
You’re so quiet all the time
It’s not funny in the way that i laugh
There’s only *** i have with you
It’s the only time i feel you
It’s the only time i feel good
It’s the only time i never speak out of turn
I'm quiet, i’m quiet
I want you to grab my ***
I’m giving you all the things i can
I’m only feeling things you throw on my lap
I want to see everything that you show to everyone
There are naked yous and some functional things i don’t understand
It’s the only reason i keep coming around
It’s the reason i want you around
i'm only quiet about you and other things that matter
May 24, 2011
May 24, 2011 at 12:52 AM UTC
purple colored intentions
and everyone is stopping
tomorrow is being thought of a lot today
so much, i'm almost uncomfortable- crawling in my skin
looking at your humble abode
with every plate in its allotted plate holder
and i don't even know what those are, so i feel pretty good;
you probably still feel good
i woke up today- so content with myself
something i usually do
but i don't have a yard
or anything to hold my plates
and i wash them alone,
Dec 12, 2010
Dec 12, 2010 at 9:51 PM UTC
get interested in whatever's going on,
because it's what's going on
get interested in whatever interests the people you love;
find out why you love them.
get a point of view, keep it-
until you wanna change it, cause you're smart.
Stay smart, but more quiet than loud.
people die every day
just don't walk around that way
Dec 12, 2010
Dec 12, 2010 at 9:49 PM UTC
we're line crossers, but we're trying
we've always been line crossers
and i've never not wanted
but, we're line crossers
so it's just better not to draw,
or do, or powder your nose with them, for that matter.
it's just better to wear what momma tells you
i'll leave though, cause i'm trying to grow up
i'll leave cause i remember "one more time in the bathroom"
and how it only used to be okay
and it's hard cause i know i'd do it all anyway
it's hard cause i Used to be interesting,
and interested
but we're line crosses, or we 'were'?
tenses confuse me, only lately
Dec 12, 2010
Dec 12, 2010 at 9:48 PM UTC
"the oppressed will always free the oppressors"
the blind will always see sober, while we claim their sobriety
i will always have that on you
i will always have you on me
it's been done, it's been done
by more than just the people
it's been funny before,
it's been a play on words before,
and i don't cry over freedom
what's the difference between you and the sheep you're herding
follow every impulse, until you're naked
there is no difference.
and that,
is the problem with you
and that,
is the beauty with you
Dec 12, 2010
Dec 12, 2010 at 9:46 PM UTC
how do you manage to sit out of reach?
your clock's so off,
it’s ridiculous.
it’s starting to BE me.
my whole body can’t take it.
my whole body can take it, come over.
Oct 13, 2010
Oct 13, 2010 at 7:56 PM UTC
we were so optimistic, or at least I was
which is a bigger deal than you will ever be
i was born into pessimism
breathing it, bathing in it
i was so optimistic, nothing like frank
nothing was normal
the only game we played was druno
it was all easy
it was all conversation
it was all like i wanted it
like i always wanted it
especially with you
always with you
since the beginning
when we would steal cones from roadside danger, cause we didn't care
about anyone else but us
it was all easy
it was all conversation
and pillowtalk, so much pillowtalk
like the beginning; just like the beginning
but i woke up to a smile this time
and lyrics in my head from the night that turned into day
i'll never forget your expression
and how there was more *** this time
and less ***** and less pills, and more us
but now you're so far away
like that morning i didn't want to come
the freckles on our noses that i like to keep close
the best friend i tried to protect
and the song that always reminds me of my mom
Sep 28, 2010
Sep 28, 2010 at 3:14 PM UTC
your absence makes me cold
and it makes me really tired
but not enough to stay in
and it makes me want to chain smoke like bob dylan
but it's never enough to calm me down
everything that goes makes me a little older
and everything you say makes me a little wetter
and all the things I imagine us doing makes me know that
momma wouldn't be proud
your absence means my nights have more chance of being lonely
and when you aren’t around I look for other entertainment
I used to be so interesting, and interested
but now you just
you just stay for a couple hours
and then i’m older
and i'm colder
and I’ve never been wetter
(sorry momma)
but when you aren't around i can't help myself
i look for other entertainment
but can’t we try harder
I wanna be younger
when people didn’t give up so easily
because people didn’t love so easily
and no one was losing easily
well i must be getting older
cause
you never looked so boring to me
ya i must be getting older
cause
even television bores me
i'm looking for other entertainment
Sep 28, 2010
Sep 28, 2010 at 3:11 PM UTC