Tonight is the night
I say goodbye
The night that I live
And at the same time die
The stars are waiting
My hands are shaking
The angels are dead
The fear's all in my head
It's all the same
Cause I'm the girl with no name
I'm holding the pills
I keep getting chills
Nobody cries
Everybody dies
I'm committing a crime
So I know it's time
As I leave the world
I know I'm free
I know I was lost
and no one will remember me
Because the little girl
Who hides in her room
Was always in the dark
Stuck in her tomb
With tears on her pillow
And razors under the bed
Had too many monsters
Stuck in her head
The angels weep
For the little lost soul
Who took her own life
Because life took it's toll
(Disclaimer, this is inspired. Please don't worry.)
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
I'm tired of this
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of begging
The days become long
Writing becomes hard
I can't get out of bed
I can think
I'm too tired
Too tired to smile
Too tired to laugh
Too tired to care
I tried
I really did
but nothing I do
Is ever enough
When will anyone ever realize
That I'm just so **** tired
Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 4:14 AM UTC
I love you
But you don't love me
I need you
But you don't need me
I hug you
You push me away
I smile
You never smile back
Where were you
All those times I needed you
Where were you
All those time I fell
These secrets
The ones I hide beneath my sleeves
They're because of you
Always because of you
I love you
Why
Why do I love you
If all you ever do is push me away
I care
Why
Why do I care
If you never even cared about me?
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
Every scar
Every cut
Every bruise
Every tear
Every time I cry
Every time I'm angry
Every time I'm confused
Every time I'm miserable
People look
People see
People notice
Nobody says anything
I'm okay
I'm fine
I'm miserable
I'm depressed
I don't know why
I don't know at all
I just want this to stop
I feel out of control
I try finding a reason
Any reason at all
Any reason why I'm doing this to myself
A million reasons why
I can't tell anyone
I can't talk to anyone
They won't understand
I don't understand
It comes and it goes
I'm happy and I'm sad
I'm just waiting a little longer
For it to go away this time
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 12:49 AM UTC
I run
It's the only thing I know how to do
I run
Because I hurt too many people to stay
I run
Because there's nothing here for me
I run
Because you're better off without me
I run
Because I can't stand to see the disappointment
I run
Because I know how much shame I bring to you
I run
I just run
I run from everyone
I run from everything
I try to tell myself I'm better off alone
That way I can't hurt anyone
But the more I run
The more I hurt people
I'm just destructive
I ruin things
I ruin things and I run
I just run
Because it's the only thing
I know how to do
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 7:44 AM UTC
We encounter things everyday
Things that make us question'
Question who we are
Question our thoughts
Can I do better than this?
Am I really trying hard enough?
Am I doing a good job?
Am I a good person?
We ask ourselves questions
We try to figure out things
Things not even others can figure out
Yet we keep asking these questions
So who are you?
Who are you, really?
Ask yourself this
It may not be what you want to hear
Who are you?
Who am I?
The great question
That may never be answered.
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 7:34 AM UTC
We long for everything we can't have
We wish for everything to be better
We want more than we could ever have
Nobody is ever satisfied
Children are starving
People are killing
Kidnapping
Stealing
Everything could be worse
Everything we know could cease to exist
Everything we own could be taken away
Yet we're still not satisfied
Why is it that nobody appreciates
Why is it that people aren't thankful
Thankful for the little things
Thankful for a family, or a house
You have more than some will ever have
You have more than some dream of
You have what some people want
You have what some people need
Everybody wants more
Everybody is greedy
Everybody dreams for more
Everybody is envious
Nov 2, 2013
Nov 2, 2013 at 5:15 AM UTC
I haven't slept
Not once
The exhaustion comes
I want to sleep
I close my eyes
Sleep doesn't come
My mind is running wild
I try to just breathe
Don't think I tell myself
Just breathe
Sleep doesn't come
I lie there for hours
Lie there with my eyes closed
Hoping, praying I can sleep tonight
But sleep just doesn't come
Nov 2, 2013
Nov 2, 2013 at 5:06 AM UTC
Time is a murderer
Time is a killer
Taking and taking and never giving
Time takes us
Takes our youth
Inhaling it every second
Time goes all too fast
When we need it slow
Time goes all to slow
When we need it fast
Time makes the decisions
Life is measured in time
Time of birth
Time of death
Time is always there
Always dwelling, looming
Until one day
Time envelopes us whole
How long can you wait
How long can you hide
Time is precious
Some waste it
Some **** it
Everyone fears it
We never have enough
Never have enough time
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 9:14 AM UTC
I wish someone would notice
Notice the good in me, instead of the bad
I wish someone would notice
Notice who I truly am
I wish someone would notice
The way I smile or the way I laugh
I wish someone would notice
Notice how lonely I am
I wish someone would notice
Notice how broken I am
I wish someone would notice
Notice the demons I face
I wish someone would notice
Notice my actions
I wish anyone would notice
Notice me.
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 9:08 AM UTC