like the cool summer wind you came as the sun fell beneath the horizon
and the moon poked its shiny bald head out, in a vague attempt
to make everything right you held my hand from dusk until dawn
we named constellations and spoke of imaginary lives
that you promised would come true should i have the patience to wait
but as the sun began to rise, you packed my bags,
you rushed me to the station,
you bought my train ticket
with the words good riddance
underneath your breath
like a smack in the face
with desperation
i begged
you
to let me stay
you left before the train did and as it pulled out of its tracks
with the sound of speed, the sight of powerlines and blurry trees
and i am (another broken promise, another mistake,
another you, another me, another ex, another us,
another one that bit the dust) gone
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 1:44 PM UTC
I saw him. Again. At the same place
My heart whispered "he's mine, he is my man".
Poor heart, so many breakdowns
Pure heart, can you make it through?
What I love about you is the mystery
Your mystery
I don't know anything about you
But feels like I knew you forever
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Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 2:12 PM UTC
Frozen silence
So depressed
Why you failed me so much, why?
I just can't
Something is holding my breath
I can't
I'm drowning
So deep
I can't see
There's no light
Nothing
Just my last
Frozen breath.
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 7:23 PM UTC
you are my galaxy
you are my sun
you are the stars i use to navigate this night
you are the beautiful planets
you are my zodiac
my orion and my moon
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 7:30 PM UTC
Drowning into
Deep feelings
Deep space
Deep you
Save me
Before I get lost
in the mysterious and chaotic universe
Before I get locked
in the dark depths of the infinite ocean
Your ocean.
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
A tired hug early in the morning,
drowsy and uncoordinated,
but starts the day nicely.
Like a cup of tea,
mellow and lovely.
A wet hug,
filled with tears, tears, and more tears.
A comforting embrace
that no one wants to let go of
or experience again.
A happy hug,
one that happens out of joy
for something or another.
Like a lemon drop,
sweet and filled with innocent happiness.
A desperate hug,
the kind when the world is falling apart
and the only thing you have is each other.
Arms wrapped tightly,
a hug in circumstances no one wants.
A hug that isn't desperate, but still needed.
Those that you never want to leave,
that say the words you can't.
The ones you hold on to,
that you bury your head into.
A goodbye hug.
The worst kind.
Filled with regrets, words never said.
As agonizing as they are,
there is no worse thing than
not being able to give one.
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 5:59 PM UTC
When I'm with you
Sky is not the limit
00:00 isn't midnight
When I'm with you
No place exists
No time goes by
We're just lost
To galaxies and beyond
Lost.
In the right direction.
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
We often wonder why our hearts
get broken, and I think I am
beginning to understand why.
A tiny thing, so precious yet so
fragile, had to be undone before
it can be made whole again.
My guess is, in putting the pieces
back together;
we find strength in weakness.
We find courage in vulnerability.
We understand ourselves better.
And with what we lose,
we also gain more of ourselves.
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 6:28 AM UTC
You are unique
A precious sunbeam
A special kind of dream
too magical to be real
I'm losing my sleep
Being afraid
That when I'll wake up
You'll not be mine anymore
And I'll wake up with a dream
And salty silent tears
Following a way back
To my burning heart
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 6:44 PM UTC
With tears in my eyes
staring at the blue moon
that lights up my dark soul
I want your hug
I want your kiss
I want you
I want you to be with me
I want us
Forever
Promise me this is forever
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 3:46 PM UTC