Ugly and disappointing colors are what they're revealing
It's a challenge not to fall victim to the deceptive deceiving
This world in which all are tirelessly scheming
Corrupt messages intended to disillusion our modes of sensory
The laws of this dishonesty are rarely discriminant
The unlimited reach of the effects are constantly consistent
Putting current views and outlooks in legitimate jeopardy
Originality is one thing they've made a hobby of stealing
Dark, ***** secrets require intelligent attempts at concealing
This society in which all are tirelessly scheming
Naivity is an automatic assumption of all that is innocent
You can witness their successes expending minimal energy
The fraud is hazardous; failure is certainly imminent
One would desire that outcome sooner than later, as it leaves recipients feeling elderly
With any form of luck, more will come to share this sentiment
Endless efforts put toward developing façades generally appealing
Aiming to have candor and valor on the knees, kneeling
This reality in which all are tirelessly scheming
Sturdy quilts to shield clarity are woven most expertly
Time being tested passed slowly- increment by minute increment
Blueprints to fool the majority will be, expectedly, intricate
What was the original reality has been altered into a distant, doubted memory
Any and all accomplished legitimitacy sends them all reeling
There's always a "crisis" with which we should be dealing
Our universe in which all are tirelessly scheming
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 1:39 AM UTC
I'm going to take you to another kind of place,
But, honey, you have to make sure you're ready.
I can promise highs without needing to take hits,
But you'll have to hold on tight because **** gets heavy
I know that things won't always be steady
Your shoulders may sometimes carry additional weight..
I'm unaware if you're used to that already
While I confess it has a certain type of mystique,
My story has been extreme; the loads have been hefty.
The waves of life that I get to ride are an enigma..
Will you be able to cope with it when **** gets heavy?
Those lines separating right from wrong get a bit blurry..
Will you be in over your head when things escalate?
Don't come if you're afraid of this getting messy..
You'll be given a crash-course in why I constantly stress.
The few that pass are the few that impress me.
The reward is a loyalty that has yet to fail
So don't lose your breath or fall to panic; **** gets heavy
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 1:39 AM UTC
******* it!
I'm not your muse.
Or inspiration.
I'm just me
There's nothing else I can be..
Can't you see?
I'm cracked, broken, shattered..
Permanently damaged..
I'll never be what you need..
That's to everyone.
About everything.
Because this me
Will never be worthy..
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:29 AM UTC
it's quite amusing to me now
that every night
I would dream of you
and ask myself what I ever did
to deserve your love
but when in reality
everyday
I would ask myself
what I could do
or should have done
to acquire your love
even though I knew
I was the last person you
desired
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
When we began
It was beautiful
We'd stay up for hours
Just talking about nothing
We'd agree on everything
Even the bad things
We'd make out Like
It would **** us to stop
The people we were
Were perfect together
..........................
But you're not that you
And I'm not that Me
The people we are now
Just aren't meant to be
That's what happens
Love does that
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
What are these words
Coming from my pen
Oh, right. They're honesty
I love you again
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:28 AM UTC
I'm at that point again
When all I want to do is sleep
My eyelids feel constantly heavy
And my body continuously aches
My emotions are dormant
And my smiles are fake
I'm just going through the motions
I feel pointless, a waste of space
I've been here before, I know
But I don't remember what changed
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 9:27 AM UTC
And suddenly it all hit me
....................
And now I feel empty
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 9:18 PM UTC