i don't really know.
it's just that,
you plant a garden in my heart
and grow tulips.
you write a children's book in my mind
and read it to me until i fall asleep.
you are the windows rolled down
and new music.
you are fresh linen
and clean hair.
i must describe you so ordinarily
so the earth won't feel so bad about itself.
but it should feel honored
to hold something as special as you.
a.h.d.
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 12:58 AM UTC
i
fell
in
love
with your hands before they ever touched me
i want to kiss your knuckles and thank them for their strength
i'll hold your fingers for the art that they create
i'll ask so kindly for them to press against mine
you'll look at me as if i were crazy
but i'll kiss them all the same
because hands tell a lot about a person
and yours told me enough to make
me
fall
in
love
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 10:17 AM UTC
I WANT TO SCREAM AT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR THICK SKULL
I WANT TO KISS YOU BECAUSE YOU MAKE MY HEART WARM
I WANT TO SHAKE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARENT THINKING STRAIGHT
I WANT TO HOLD YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY TREASURE
I WANT TO LEAVE YOU SO MY MIND CAN MOVE ON
I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU BECAUSE YOU BRING SUNSHINE
I WANT YOU TO GO AWAY
I WANT YOU
May 24, 2017
May 24, 2017 at 1:53 AM UTC
i want to take a vacuum to my soul to rid myself of you
you're in my nooks and crannies
hiding from my efforts
no matter how hard i work you'll still be there
constantly driving my compulsive mind to the edge
maybe i don't want to vacuum you all the way gone but i want to rid myself of the pain i feel when you are not here
i can't decide whats worse
the pain when you're gone or the pain i feel when you are here
i'm so needy
i'm so clingy
cut me off so i can heal myself in pity and self loathing
release me from your grip that you didn't even know you had on me
please
Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 7:18 PM UTC
my lungs fill with cold air
im reminded of you
instead of rushing to get warm
i bask in the memories you left me
i smile before moving on
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 3:30 AM UTC
you were a constellation
a beautiful complexity
a pattern only I could see
but then it changed
the arrangement became an endless kaleidoscope
you were a mash of stars I could not make sense of
you entangled me in your lines until I could not see the way out
now all you are is the yellow city lights
forever blinding my view of the beauty beyond
Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 1:59 AM UTC
it eats through me like a caterpillar going through a leaf
it may not have much strength, but I am even weaker
it tears through my body until it hits my throat
there remains the aches of forgotten worries and the lumps of memory
it devours my lungs, leaving them gasping for air
my eyes burn and all the water in the world could not satisfy them
I feel my heart beating rapidly in my chest as it anticipates it's demise
It's all inside my head
I come out the other end of it feeling exhausted
my body relaxes and the adrenaline leaves
I'm left breathless and confused
what just happened?
Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 8:44 PM UTC
the fire burning up my chest and finding its evacuation through my tear stained grimace
the fire never ends but there's a brief period where it's bearable
it's stagnant heat is subdued but only through its torrential escape
for one moment the fire poisons the world but suddenly it is purged
the earth is reborn through clarity and calm before the flames lick their way back into my consciousness
that is why the fire burns
the need to be set free
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 1:57 AM UTC
okay but how weird are dreams
you close your eyes to rest your body but behind your lids the film unfolds
your mind paints a picture
the beach is soft as the sun sets next to your lover
all your teeth fall out
you make the game winning play for a sport you don't even play
you go to school naked
you make unusual friends that had only passed briefly through your mind
feet slip from the cliff and you wake up with a sudden ****
suddenly the thoughts that had been so vivid only moments ago fade into nothing
your subconscious is trying to tell you something but what could it be?
maybe it's revelation
maybe it's magic
maybe it's nothing at all
but dreams are pretty weird
Jul 13, 2016
Jul 13, 2016 at 9:10 PM UTC
you are my favorite sky
you blend my life into a beautiful mixture of reds and purples and pinks as the sun sets
you take the streaks of indigo and violet so separated by me and blend them into the magnificent night sky
you paint the mountains and hills in deep greens and browns
you add the brightness of the sun in ways I could never imagine
it's glorious rays fall upon me when suddenly you stop
you cannot mix together the black and white of my thoughts
you are grey and I am no longer your canvas
you turn away frustrated
the sunshine leaves with you
Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 8:21 PM UTC