erin-nicole-george - Hello Poetry

I'm beginning to suffocate The world is spinning beneath my feet I don't understand anymore I'm losing control The panic sets in I choke on air My body trembles I'm dying Simply because I'm living I'm crumbling I've cut deep into my foundations The cracks have spread too far There must be something wrong This can't all be in my head There needs to be more A reason why I'm like this Someone is behind the voices Screaming in my mind Telling me to break and destroy Myself The walls are closing in My fist and teeth clench So hard they break Just like my spirit has.

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erin-nicole-george

Nov 20, 2014

Nov 20, 2014 at 12:49 AM UTC

corvidophobia

Anxiety

I'm beginning to suffocate The world is spinning beneath my feet I don't understand anymore I'm losing control The panic sets in I choke on air My body trembles I'm dying Simply because I'm living I'm crumbling I've cut deep into my foundations The cracks have spread too far There must be something wrong This can't all be in my head There needs to be more A reason why I'm like this Someone is behind the voices Screaming in my mind Telling me to break and destroy Myself The walls are closing in My fist and teeth clench So hard they break Just like my spirit has.

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When my eyes first met yours, they were filled with love You made my heart beat heavily into my skin above Your smile so deep and so crisp Would whisper into our kiss Now when my eyes meet yours, they are filled with tears As I shatter all the bedroom mirrors That once held the many lies As you turned and said goodbye

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Nov 19, 2014

Nov 19, 2014 at 4:12 PM UTC

erin-nicole-george

My eyes

When my eyes first met yours, they were filled with love You made my heart beat heavily into my skin above Your smile so deep and so crisp Would whisper into our kiss Now when my eyes meet yours, they are filled with tears As I shatter all the bedroom mirrors That once held the many lies As you turned and said goodbye

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I tell myself to be strong But lately the only thing I've been is wrong I tell myself it's for the best But maybe I'm just a mess I know what's best for me But happiness will never wash over me

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 11:47 PM UTC

erin-nicole-george

What's best

I tell myself to be strong But lately the only thing I've been is wrong I tell myself it's for the best But maybe I'm just a mess I know what's best for me But happiness will never wash over me

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You stand in front of the mirror... Can you imagine what it would be like to be that one girl/boy that everyone liked? That everyone thought was so amazing and you longed to be just like them in anyway shape or form possible? You realize you're nothing like them. That you are just that hopeless romantic, the day-dreamer, crazed perfectionist, who stands in the shadows of a fake personality. Covered by lies trying to gain just the slightest bit of self worth to make yourself feel like you matter. You stand in front of the mirror... Are you even a real person, or someone who just strives to be like one.

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Nov 14, 2014

Nov 14, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC

erin-nicole-george

Standing in the mirror

You stand in front of the mirror... Can you imagine what it would be like to be that one girl/boy that everyone liked? That everyone thought was so amazing and you longed to be just like them in anyway shape or form possible? You realize you're nothing like them. That you are just that hopeless romantic, the day-dreamer, crazed perfectionist, who stands in the shadows of a fake personality. Covered by lies trying to gain just the slightest bit of self worth to make yourself feel like you matter. You stand in front of the mirror... Are you even a real person, or someone who just strives to be like one.

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