I hear love
I hear fun
I hear beating hearts
and shaking beds
I hear beating drums
and shaking legs
I hear you fall
your voice as I tremble
your hands on my thighs
hugging my waist
feasting your eyes
Am I different?
What makes you feel alive?
I'm almost afraid to see you
Will you make me feel alive?
Will you enter my universe?
Will you lose your mind?
Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 11:16 AM UTC
Just like that, it's over
Early morning kisses goodbye
Stumbling in drunk at midnight
No more waiting for flowers
No more jaded friends
Enter "You deserve better."
Let me hold you while you cry
Enter emotions, true love
No more lies, enter trust
Enter "Please don't go."
Enter "I love you, I forgive you."
It's all over
Late night dinners
Dancing in the kitchen
Enter "You don't have to do this alone."
I believe you, **** him
No more disrespect
I picture you at your wedding
Glowing, with a baby in tow
Happy, grateful, crying
Reaching all of your dreams
I hope when we hear about each other, that we'll be proud, and that we'll give credit where credit is due
Jun 8, 2023
Jun 8, 2023 at 12:30 PM UTC
My thoughts are scattered
I can’t write how I feel
I wish you would love me
Love me enough, love me enough
Love me enough to be real
Enough to bring me flowers every week
Enough to not hate me
Enough to tell me how beautiful I am
Enough to not hate me
This doesn’t make sense
It’s how I feel about you
Like after years you still don’t know me
You still don’t know how much I love you
It’s everything we’ve been through
How none of it would have happened with her
It’s like almost half our lives
We’ve tried and we’ve tried
It’s all gone by in a blur
I’m looking forward to day break
I have hope it will happen soon
When we are laughing and vibing
All the flower we’ve planted will bloom
I’m looking forward to day break
Everyday waking up next to you
I’m looking forward to the sun shining
And my world expanding because of you
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 12:59 PM UTC
What I want is to build a worship mantle
With a large amethyst crystal facing the sun and the moon
Charging my inhibitions and uncontrollable ****** desire
I want to manifest a blunt in my hand
And me wearing a **** outfit that outlines my curves
A man or woman that can’t take their eyes off of me
I don’t want to be happy anymore
I want to be at peace and I want to accept myself
I am perfect I have no flaws
I want to be creative and be naked half the time
Cooking or painting or laughing at my own jokes
I want to make fancy drinks
With bitters and orange peels
Lust and love
I want to go to pretty places the kind that are picturesque
I won’t take pictures
My freedom in all it’s forms will speak through my smile
Something innate to me
A memory in my muscles
I will fool myself everyday until I die
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 11:45 PM UTC
As far as the moon goes
I'm jealous of its brightness
How it can change a tide
Take you for a ride
And collide
As far as the moon goes
I'm jealous of it's darkness
I'm jealous of how it has a schedule
A full calendar that never changes
I'm jealous of it's nature
As far as the moon goes
I'm jealous of it's beauty
That its mirror the ocean glows in its presence
Its bumps lying softly and rashly on its face
I'm jealous of its entrance
As far as the moon goes
I wish I could go with it
Hear it spinning in the vortex
Tell her to stop yelling my name
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 4:15 PM UTC
I am a product of God's omnipresence
Of His mercy and His forgiveness
Of his salvation and his protection
I have a duty
My purpose is to be a beacon of light
Follow me
Because God eradicates all darkness
And I walk with Him
His brightness has shone on me
my blood was saved by Him
I am grateful for my life
Because God has given me breath
In the caves he spoke to us
He said do not lose hope
Believe in me
In me you will live forever
In him I live forever
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 4:11 PM UTC
How many times have guys said that you have beautiful eyes?
How many times have they said they can’t get you off their mind?
Have they told you that your laugh is still ringing in their ears?
That they want to hold you and hug you and kiss away your fears?
Will they promise to listen and to care about your thoughts?
Will they understand and see every person that you are?
Can they say that when you speak your lips are distracting?
Can they say even when you sleep you’re overreacting?
When they see you do they say their hearts skip a beat?
When they see you do they say, will you be with me?
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 3:23 PM UTC
Idling and looking over the edge
Are all the fantasies I'm dreading will leave my head
Hopeless and left with no choice
Imagining never thinking twice
And doing the first thing that pops into your mind
Nothing can stop you
And everyone's the same
Will there be no dreams then?
Are dreams only dreams because they don't come true?
Feb 3, 2017
Feb 3, 2017 at 12:45 PM UTC
Last night and the night before I had a fit of spontaneous crying because I'm a woman
Because I'm a woman I am scared to walk down the street at 9 at night or at 9 in the morning
Because I'm a woman I don't want to work in prisons or social service because I don't want to be harassed
Because I'm a woman it was easy to **** me to ****** me and think that by not fighting back I wanted it to happen
I'm so scared and I can't stop crying
Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 10:42 PM UTC
Last Monday of summer and its raining
Such gloom
Oh how I long to be in symmetry
To love intrinsically
To think irrevocably
To sigh and breathe familiarly
To sit silently and fight no more.
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 9:39 AM UTC