Is it true I'm not good enough anymore?
I just want dream and accomplish,
But I'm just never enough.
I live and let go of those who hurt me
And forgave every passing wrong that's been dealt my way.
Has karma run out on me?
They say she's a ***** but oh so sweet,
But she's not even here anyway.
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC
My heart, like a diamond keeps shining through
The apathy cloud that's been plaguing us since can finally leave me and you.
What good is a light though if you close your eyes?
Also what good is a life if you live in a lie?
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 1:04 PM UTC
Being forced to give up things that are close to me.
I can never win, but that doesn't defeat me.
I'm not afraid to say that I'm beaten
Just like I'm not afraid to say what you think affects me.
You say you're afraid to lose my kinship well after jumping the gun you lost my friendship.
Say what you want it's all your fault
You show you're still impure through your actions and thoughts.
It's your fault.
Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 5:45 PM UTC
Tear it down,
Brick by brick.
Start that fire,
That begins to light so easily with the flick of a match.
It's come to watching this with all the bridges you've burned
You have no home left but a lesson learned.
Friends in foes you never thought would last
With other friendships staying buried in the past
Do what you do
Make your way
Make sure you choose the right path to lead.
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 4:06 PM UTC
You say you feel sadness
And I feel it too,
But I'm afraid to say a word
Because it will bother you.
I'm giving you space to do what you want
Hopefully not enough space
To make me look gone.
I'll be in your life
Even when I disagree
Just know that I'm waiting on hand and knee.
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
Am I the only one with division,
Because I see between the dots?
The line is in bold and it contains my thoughts,
Not leaning either way
Just perfect in the middle.
One side filled with anger,
And another with dreams.
What way am I supposed to take?
When either way they rip at the seams,
It seems I'm at the crossroad yet again
I'll never know what this means.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 1:42 PM UTC
Waiting on the verdict
In this court of my dreams
Guilty or not, I suffer again
While I scream and I plea.
I made the right choices,
But I still live in the shroud.
I guess being the better man doesn't matter
But I go through with it with no doubt.
I told you I love you and I mean that sincerely,
More than my self I guess time can only tell me
I'm never quite enough
I'm just not the right match
For whoever I love
Because my head deserves the axe.
Karma's a ***** and I know her well,
Remember my name before I'm stuck in the well.
Built with mortar and brick,
By my own two hands
Just don't seal the top because you can help me real quick.
Grab my hand and pull my up
Before my fate becomes permanent like the feelings I've felt, ****
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
I'm not the kind for giving up
With the persistent unknown.
I'm given a break and I'm given a bone,
Then I look to the sky and persistently try.
My mind goes numb against the dwindling sum
Of everything I do added to the things I forget.
I tried to find escape but I come crawling back.
My knees so torn up
And my soles run thin.
Am I still dreaming,
Of the day that begins?
Smoke filled lungs
Soaked with ***** to the brim
I need to start new
I need solace once again.
Persistently trying and consistently on a whim
I need my backbone
To show up once again.
My knees so torn up
And my soles run thin.
Am I still dreaming,
Of the day that begins?
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 8:59 PM UTC
I am the man in the mirror
Of who I refused to be,
Because I wanted to go back to who I was instead of grow to who I see.
I'm proud of who I am
It took a while, but I'm here to stay.
The dark long night has evolved to the day.
Bright and confusing,
I find it amusing
I never wanted to leave
Until I saw the other side.
I wake up in my bed to find the other me with respect has died.
May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 2:24 AM UTC
I've made the wrong choices,
And for that I may die.
So tell me what would you expect to choose when it's either water or wine?
Clear to the point that you never mattered then,
Or red with the fire from the anger that began.
I'm a simple guy that leads a complicated life,
Always tracing back
Because I trust the ones who lied.
My father always told me,
I'll be the one who molds me.
They can try to help you
But you can't help those who never want it.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 11:51 PM UTC